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     | Tuesday, January 30, 2001 - 08:11 am I will depart...yes i will depart, there is no reason for me to complete this miserable life. I'm going...going up...up there to the heavens...near the stars..near god. I can say that i reached the lowest point in my life...arraived to the point where there is no coming back..when the fear is prevailing in life and the desire is the other face of death. Death..my hearbeat rushes when i hear this word.....i feel nausea....death around us...it's the olny way to treat our pain and grief..i may die tomorrow and be buried alone, sad and scared. It was just like yesterday...he was standing there waving at me..yes i remember everything and every single moment from that day..where it hits my imaginationand my heartbeat stopped..my heart that is diying day after day. I remember his eyes and there look that day..full of sorrow and greif..it looked like he wanted to change his life directions and rise with his dreams above all the obstecles. We cried..I looked at him for the last time...a farewell look telling him all the love amicability. Dad...life is bitter with out you..with out you i'm nothing...you are everything and everything is you. God...all the mercy from you...i'm falling behind...there is no taste for anythingin the world...even the air i breath chock me to death... Ipray that allah will gather us together one day where we will fly high in the shy..in beautiful colours and hopeful dreams..achieving all our ambitions...... Your Trully Beloved Daughter Huda
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| | Tuesday, January 30, 2001 - 08:18 am very touching-i feel yu sis MAy Allah have mercy on his soul
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| | Tuesday, January 30, 2001 - 08:45 am hey Huda, I just wanted to say that I know what you are going throw I lost my Dad about a year ago as well. ppl say that time heals all wounds but it doesn't seem to be working for me yet.I think about my dad everyday and I pray for him every night that Allah will have mercy on his soul. That is all we can do so my Allah have mercy on all the Muslims that past away.
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| | Tuesday, January 30, 2001 - 09:51 am Death is imminent...though to some....it is a remote thing..after all we are mortal being...we shall not be troubled by the loss of a close person....rather we shall remember the happy days that we shared with them.....Life is loan lent to you by ALLAH...and thus should be returned pure and sinless....think not about the fact that your father has departed....pray for him..so Allah may forgive his sins....here is a poem called.." who will cry for me..."..though we know...cry...Huda will do.... When I was born, the world was new, There were many things to see. But now my life is near it's end, I wonder.... "Who'll cry for me?" Friends had come, and some had gone, They filled my heart with glee. But when this heart beats no more, I wonder.... "Who'll cry for me?" I found romance and took a spouse, To start our family tree But when my roots get pulled from dirt. I wonder.... "Who'll cry for me?" We had a birth and shared our joy Taught lessons upon my knee But when the time to teach no more I wonder.. . "Who'll cry for me?" Bound to Earth in human form, My soul will soon be free. But until that fateful day is here I wonder..."Who'll cry for me?" The Day is here, I drift away, My mortal life is through. When a gentle voice rings in my head "Sweet child I'll cry for you" devils Love
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| | Tuesday, January 30, 2001 - 02:13 pm very artistic and very creative piece of work. I enjoyed it. But then again it was sad if that is true. Alipapa
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| | Wednesday, January 31, 2001 - 01:06 pm Salaam to somali yankee, 4ever, devil's love and alipapa... i thank you all for ur kind words. when i came in to this forums i thought it was a great way to speak out ur mind and to share ur worries and greif with ur somali ppl. It trully hurts me, and i don't b/v that time heals wounds infact as time goes by ur wound get's deaper and deaper knowing that u won't have that special person around u, standing with u as u go through obstecles and hardships u r not experienced with. For me, dad was everything , from the moment i opend my eyes. When he left me, i didn't have enough of him, i was only 13. Anyway, words cannot express what have been through, and once again i thank those ppl who expressed their kind feelings towards me.
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| | Wednesday, January 31, 2001 - 02:24 pm dear huda, I hate to be cynical here but that dad only exists in your mind. had your dad been alive now, i can gurantee you he wouldn't be same guy that you knew way back when you were 13 years old. As the seasons change, people change, too. And although i can understand your nostalgic feelings for your lost dad and probably see where you are coming from, i would like to say you please think differently. At age 20s, you don't need a dad to support you to overcome your obstacles. You need to stand still on your own and move on. And if you think that is not fair then think again. There are people who lost their dad at 1, 2, 3,4, 5... 12 of age. Again thanks for the creative piece and your nostalgic feeling you shared with us. If that piece was yours, you damn sure you are at the top of my list of creative writers. Coming soon is a web page dedicated to somali young writers where imagiantion and creativity is hightly rated. Stay tuned. Alipapa
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| | Wednesday, January 31, 2001 - 02:37 pm HUDA-EVERY BODY DIES. -DEVILS LOVE- YOU LOVE DEVIL AND YOU TALKING ABOUT ALLAH. ALIPAPA-YOU WRONG U NEED YOUR PARENTS ANY TIME, ANY HOW, AND ANY WHERE. LET ME MAKE IT EASY FOR YOU, DO YOU WANT YOUR PARENTS TO DIE RIGHT NOW? ..Mmmm.. A BIG NO HUH!.
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| | Wednesday, January 31, 2001 - 09:49 pm Dear Alipapa: Firstly let me say i am 17 years old. Secondly,i had a special connection with my Father, something words don't know how to explain, my dad was something i always looked up to, someone no matter what i say about i am still misjudging and not giving enough credit to. The obstacles and hardships i talked about, are factors that everyone would face in life, infact they are there to make you more wise and experienced; but for god sake my dad was a different man, i saw in him things that made me the person i am today, my mom past away when i was 7, leaving me and my brother to my father, we lived away from home "Somalia"...ever since she passed(may allah have merci on her soul..aamiin) dad never made us need anything, he made sure we become well educated and mannered people. When my father left us alone, we had no one to look after us, we moved in with this man who is from the same qabiil as us, he never cared to pay our school fees. i know he was wealthy enough to support me and my brother but it was written for us in the books of the unknown to stay home while his other two kids went to school. The school offerd to pay half the fees while he pay's the rest, but again he refused, making excuses that our visa for staying at that country expired, we had no choice, either to move back to somalia, or be excepted in one of the europian countries. Some good people who are some how related to us sponsered my brother to Australia, they said they had some space for him in their documents to get there kids from the country we lived in and asked for him as there fourth child. I was lucky too, my mum's couzin sponsered me to the US. Anywayz, as far as i know becuase of people soo heartless like that man, we are seperated, i heard my brother is very wild and ran away from that family, he doesn't study too, people acuze him of being on drugs. I on the other hand finished high school and studying first year at college, i left my aunty now, not because i don't aknowledge her help, but because i want to be my self. It's very weird that i am mentioning my story here, but hopefully my uncle back there will read this or even my brother or anyone that knows me, and feel the pain i have being holding over the years. To you Alippap i say, all this happend becuase my dad died, i know that death is written for everyone of us, but expressing your feelings is not a sin. One more thing, What i wrote is written by me, and i don't mind writting other imaginative or personal writings Salaams to all including Police
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| | Thursday, February 01, 2001 - 04:30 am I am truly sorry about your loss, Huda. I pray that you will move on and although times seem hard and trying to live without him is unbearing. Allah does not give us something that we can't bear. Perhaps your father was the family's sustainer and provided for you all, and now you are all left disenfranchised. Whatever the case your wound may be deep, but the lesson in this life is that something once precious soon will be forgotten. Although that seems too harsh and maybe unforeseen at the moment, what I am trying to convey is that this pain of yours will not last forever, you will learn to submit to the will of Allah, for all things come from him and will go back to him. Alas, my dear the times you shared the moments passed will be the memories you cherish. I don't expect you to embrace this for now, but it is one of life's long lessons. Time will mend all wounds. Pray to Allah to help you find a way to cope with your loss.
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| | Thursday, February 01, 2001 - 04:55 am Huda, I posted my last message not having read your last reply. I only read your first initial story and was compelled to write to you. Inshallah I hope you and your brother are reunited. If it's any comfort, don't believe what people say, most of the time they make up stories of people who are misfortunate and don't have families to back them up. Perhaps he was like you and wanted to live alone and fend for himself instead of being submissive to a family who enslaves him in one way or another. Your uncle on the other hand seems like most of the famous rich Somalis, his type are not rare you know. Allah has ordained that we all take pity on the orphan and offer them help. Which in this case he did not. The only way you can get your sweet revenge is if you attain success. Success in whatever you endeavor to do. This may seem candid of me, but there will come a day when your uncle will be seeking your help, and that is when the tables will have turned. For now, I beseech you to get your education, and you being a girl on her own basically, let your morals guide you. Many will try to take advantage of you, don't make the mistake of looking for love and companionship to for fill the void in your life, trust in yourself. I am not asking that you mistrust everyone, but am asking you to be weary of all. For people are not the kindest of folks, especially when you are most vulnerable. I am in University also but I have the luxury of having two kind parents to guide me to the right direction. I am disheartened to know that you don't have this threshold yourself, and so you my friend have to be stronger and more motivated. Huda you are young, and with that comes inexperience, and like so many of us, I pray that you won't have to learn things the hard way. When your plight is in education, I will tell you plain and simple, STAY AWAY FROM MEN, for most of them come bearing false gifts. I only say this to you for it is something my parents have told me and in due course you too shall know it is true. If you ever need any consoling or a word of advice in any particular subject, take me as your big sister ( I am 21) and I'll be there come hell or high water.
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| | Thursday, February 01, 2001 - 05:15 am SurReal: Thank you very much for all your advices, i am concedering everything you told me, and one thing i will never (insha allah) forget or missuse is the oppertunity i got now in the US, when i moved from aunty's house i had one aim, which is to make something out of me. My moral behaviour i will look after, and beleive me, i wont give anyone the chance to take advantage of me, as i said before for my age, i saw a number of horrific experiences and i'll not for sure fall in the same trap again. My dear brother i always tried to get in contact with him, but as i said earlier he is unseatled. i mentioned before that they accuse him of being on drugs, but this sure don't mean i believe them unless i see with my own eyes (hopefully not). Thank you again for opening ur arms to me as a sister.
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| | Thursday, February 01, 2001 - 06:11 am HUDA! INAA LILAAH WA INAA ILEEYHI RAAJICUUN KULU NAFSUN DAAIQATU MOWT. ILAAH AABAHAA NAXARIISTII JANO HA KA WARAABIYO ADIGA IYO EHELADII UU KA TAGAYNA SAMIR IYO IIMAAN ILAAH HA KA SIIYO. AAMIIN
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| | Thursday, February 01, 2001 - 06:28 am HUDA, ALLAH IS SO MERCIFUL AND HE TRIES THOSE WHOM HE LOVES. ALLAH LOVES YOU. JUST BE PATIEN FOR ALLAH SAID: INNA ALLAH MACA SAABIREEN.... GOD IS WITH THOSE WHO ARE PATIENT ( IN TRYING TIMES AND TRIBULATIONS) IT'S PEOPLE LIKE YOU WHO WILL MAKE THINGS BETTER. EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON AND ALLAH'S WISDOM IS BEYOND OUR COMPREHENSION. WE ARE JUST MERE MORTALS. OUR PROPHET MOHAMED MAY PEACE AND BLESSING BE UPON HIM WAS AN ORPHAN. HE LOST ALL HIS PARENTS AS A CHILD, AGAIN GOD CHOSE HIM FROM ALL CREATION AND HE IS THE MOST AWSOME AND THE NOBLEST BEING ON THE UNIVERSE. Translation – Surah "Ad-Duha - The Forenoon" – (Makki – 93rd Surah) In the Name of Allâh, Most Merciful and most gracious: By the bright day, And by the night when it prevails peacefully, (O Prophet, Muhammad, Your Râbb has never forsaken you, nor HE got angry with you, And certainly the later period is better for you than the earlier period, And soon your Râbb will give you so much that you will be pleased. Does HE not find you an orphan and then provided the place? And (HE) found you unaware of the direction and then given guidance to you, And (HE) found you needy and then made you wealthy. Therefore do not treat an orphan with harshness, And do not mistreat the requester/petitioner, And proclaim the Grace/Blessing of your Râbb. (R)
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| | Thursday, February 01, 2001 - 06:49 am In the name of Allah, the Compassionate, the Merciful. 093.001 By the Glorious Morning Light, 093.002 And by the Night when it is still,- 093.003 Thy Guardian-Lord hath not forsaken thee, nor is He displeased. 093.004 And verily the Hereafter will be better for thee than the present. 093.005 And soon will thy Guardian-Lord give thee (that wherewith) thou shalt be well-pleased. 093.006 Did He not find thee an orphan and give thee shelter (and care)? 093.007 And He found thee wandering, and He gave thee guidance. 093.008 And He found thee in need, and made thee independent. 093.009 Therefore, treat not the orphan with harshness, 093.010 Nor repulse the petitioner (unheard); 093.011 But the bounty of the Lord - rehearse and proclaim!
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| | Thursday, February 01, 2001 - 06:54 am Huda....yu should cherish the time yu had him around.....pray for his soul to be passed into heavens....i understand your grief....we all have lost loved ones.....my dad died six months before i was actually born....i never got to see him and he never knew he had a son....i guess that is life.....but i always had my uncle by my side....he is my father figure....iam glad you shared this with us....Ilaah Ha o naxoreesto AAMin
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| | Thursday, February 01, 2001 - 06:57 am allah yaa raxmak, sis my symapthy and condolences. may allah bless and have mercy on your parents, all muslims and us too. ALLAH is looking after you with kindness therefore, you should be satisfied and be patient and know that you will not be left alone in this. his bounty will constantly be with you
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| | Thursday, February 01, 2001 - 06:59 am Huda My Dear sister, I am deeply moved and touched to what happened to you. Please try to put those things in a prospective way, I know children's who lost both of their parents and they are only under five year old, Luckily their grand mother is a live and if she dies god knows what would happen to them. So I hope this in it self would give you strength and would show you that there are others who are worst situation then you are currently. I am fortunate enough to have both my father and mother, who are still alive and I cherish them every single day that I talk to them. What you have said here have made me think again, I really sympathize for you and I wish you all the luck in the future.
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| | Thursday, February 01, 2001 - 07:25 am Salaam all, What a touching and tender saga young Huda has endured, dear, stay strong you seem to be on the right path and Iinsha_Allah you will overcome your grief and be united with your brother one of this days. Say Alhamdulilaah for spending some fruitfull years with your dad, cause many are denied that and some sell their organs (kidneys) to support their offsprings. Have 'samir' huda cause that cleanses the heart and allows you to pay SHUKUR to your Creator Allah(SWT) for blessing you with such a loving dad. It's hard to ignore how insensative alipapa is. Brother if someone pours the contents of their heart and grief don't only praise the skill and art they display their message with but have some heart for the messenger too. The love of a parent doesn't change like a season, if anything it reaches higher peaks as the child grows and goes thru the turbalance of life. I am sure if huda's dad was alive he would have been proud of her achievement and certainly be more loving. Huda read the Quran espacailly sura IKHLAS for your late parents, they might be gone but bear in mind they will recieve in their resting place every dua you make for them. As for your brother, don't listen to what people say, most are like the so called uncle you mention and have envy in their heart, so go to what ever lenght you can to re-unite with him. Maybe by been on his side he might alter and devaite from his short comings. Also hold fast to your faith 'cause you might sink in to the temptations of this material world without even noticing it. Most of our people are swiming in the valleys of sin and seductive worship, sucking the temporary pleasures of this satanic mentality of bowing down to the low desires. Anyway dear, take good care of yourself and get in touch with your brother. Till then fii amaani Laah.
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| | Thursday, February 01, 2001 - 09:44 am Salaam all, Ina Lilaah waina Ilaahi Rajiun !Sis I am really sorry,I can't say I can even get close to what u feeling since I didn't experience it but still I feel ur pain sis and may Allah give u guidance and peace on his behalf and may Allah (S.W) again rest ur beloved Father's soul in peace and may he dwell in Jannah insha-Allah....amiin ! Bless ya'll
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| | Thursday, February 01, 2001 - 01:14 pm huda!! sis ! i can't say am sorry but i am sad of your pain. may allah have mercy on your parents. i live in USA now and i have lived in kenya. i have lost both of my parents at young age. we have been seperated by the death of our parents. we were five brothers and siters. i have been brought up by my auntie who treated me like her own daughter and am grateful to her. when i was at age 17, i have been reunited with my brothers and my older sister. now i live with my three brothers and my older sister is maried. our uncle is here and my auntie moved back to Somalia. my aunites kids( my brotheres and sisters) who i grew up are also here with me. am in college and am doing ok ..i guess. sis life goes on and i feel sorry when i heard about your brother not doing well in australia. you have to contact him..call him and talk to him. if you can afford, bring him over..tell him to work hard and save money..u too should be doing that. stay in school and work. if you have good caring relatives..go to them. i hope u have some extended families. sis nothing is wrong with asking help. also have faith in ALLAH. i read ducaa and suratal ikhlaas every time i pray for my parents, my aunties and uncles who took care of us. i will also be praying to you and all other somali kids who have lost their parents and loved ones. i have a cousin who lost not only his parents but his all family members in the civil war. he is here too and he is struggling and surviving. he has a family support. he acts normal and he is very cool , socialble and very down to earth person. my prayers again is with u and i hope u will be stronger. just pray and have faith in ALLAH.
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| | Thursday, February 01, 2001 - 03:47 pm huda, please have my deep and sincere apology. i just thought that it was another creative piece from another creative mind who only wanted to take us to imaginery tour and feed us some sad story. Never it occured to me that it was based on your life. I guess it is time i have to take things seriously. Alipapa
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| | Thursday, February 01, 2001 - 05:26 pm DEAR HUDA , I WAS TOUCHED BY YOUR STORY..MAY ALLAH INSHAALAH HAVE MERCY ON HIS SOUL....LOSING A LOVED ONE ISN'T AN EASY THING TO DO NEVERTHELESS IS SOMETHING THAT ALL OF US WILL HAVE TO FACE SOME DAY ...SO, BE BRAVE AT THIS TIME OF SORROW AND MAY ALLAH BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY.... SALAM......
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| | Friday, February 02, 2001 - 06:55 am TO HUDA, WHAT CAN I SAY I'M SORRY 4 WHAT YOU HAVE BEEN THROUGH I ALSO LOST MY FATHER WHEN I WAS SEVEN, SO I CAN RELATE TO WHAT YOU ARE SAYING. YOU SHOULD BE PROUD OF WHAT YOU HAVE BECOME AND WHO YOU HAVE BECOME NO DOUBT YOURE DADDY WOULD HAVE BEEN PROUD OF YOU COZ I'M PROUD OF U AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU, I'M ALSO A STUDENT AND LIVE IN ENGLAND SO PLEASE WRITE TO ME I THINK THAT WE HAVE A LOT IN COMMON KEEP ALLAH AND ISLAM IN YOURE HEART AND YOU SAHLL NOT GO ASTRAY. I'M 19 AND A GIRL SO ANYTIME U FACY A GIRLY CHAT YOU KNOW WHERE I AM PS I'LL BE WAITING
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| | Friday, February 02, 2001 - 07:18 am Huda, Don't depart, don't be mad at anyone, don't hate or take enemousity to anyone, forgive and don't leave the family that you been living with yet. Go to your school and finish. Remember you are too young to be alone, it is realy jungle out there. Try to locate your brother and if you can try to bring him here with you. Remeber, people born and die that is something we can not quarrel or even ask question, that is God's Amar. We don't say "Why or Why Me". That is why we are muslims. And Remeber you have better chance than lot of Somali kids. God loves us all. I hope for you the best. Sallamu Alaykum
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| | Friday, February 02, 2001 - 06:14 pm Once again i thank everyone for their kind and sensable words, may allah credit you for your true feelings. aagl: am not mad nor am i wild, the reason i left the family i were living with i already explained. I also did finish my high school education and in my first yr of college. It's understood that we are muslims and we know that death is a right upon every single one of us, i didn't complain and say allah is not fair, i simply suredered to his well. what i wrote in the forums are my feelings, things i have been through and hold in for soo long. aagl; am not a wild kid who colours her hair red and put on black lipstick to express her anger, in fact i wear my hijab and try to be as obedieant to allah as i can. Trust me, teenage days , childlesh behaviour doesn't even cross my mind, i live for a purpose now, and am trying to tight things together and hit the right direction. salaam
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| | Friday, February 02, 2001 - 06:43 pm Huda I AM SORRY FOR YOUR LOST OF YOUR BELOVED FATHER. I AM SORRY FOR YOUR LOST IN YOUR BELOVED MOTHER. I AM SORRY FOR THE HURT YOU HAVE ENDURED. I AM SORRY FOR YOU. MOST OF ALL I AM SORRY FOR YOUR BROTHER. SOMEHOW - ALL THIS I SEEM TO RELATE TO THE SUFFERING AND CONFUSSION YOUR BROTHER MUST BE FACiNG WITH ALL THIS CHANGE IN HIS LIFE.SOMEHOW I CANNOT FORGET YOUR BROTHER SOMEWHERE IN AUSTRALIA RIGHT NOW; MISSING YOU - HIS ONLY LINK TO HIS ONLY FAMILY HE KNEW ALL HIS LIFE.SOMEHOW I CAN'T HELP BUT SHED TEARS FOR HIM AND PRAY FOR HIM THAT HE IS ALRIGHT.HE IS OUR BROTHER.HE IS OUR SON.OUR COUSIN.OUR NEPHEW.OUR FRIEND.OUR MUSLIM BROTHER. YOU OBVIOUSLY ARE DOING FINE AND PLEASE CONTINUE TO DO SO.BUT I WILL HAVE MY PRAYERS FOR YOUR BROTHER - MAY ALLAH PROTECT HIM AND KEEP HIM SAFE.MAY ALLAH PROTECT YOU-SISTER.AMIIN.
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| | Friday, February 02, 2001 - 07:26 pm FARHIYA: True, u made me cry, it's weird how we sometimes only think of our self's....inshallah Omer is ok. I know he is sruggling, but i want him to learn and be stronger, if only i know how to contact him, i would have made him think harder, maybe right now he is confused him self. Sometimes i think and say that he knows he got a sister in the US with a family he can easily track; but why doesnt he do so. I know girls get mature faster than boyz, in my brother's case, he is going through his teenage years, i always wallahi try and talk to that family and ask them about him, but they say they have no idea , call back later. I am sick of it, and i can't do anything , cuz we don't have many relatives there , or ppl that cares for us. salaam
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| | Saturday, February 03, 2001 - 06:01 am HUDA I WISH YOU AND YOUR BROTHER ALL THE BEST. WHO KNOWS WHAT TOMMORROW MAY HOLD.
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| | Saturday, February 03, 2001 - 06:45 am Salamu calaykum Allahu akbar Walaalo Huda accept my deepest sympathy. There is nothing that can truely comfort the lose of a loved one... sheytan truely takes advantage of the weakest points in our lifes... beware the faul wispers and toughts of emptyness... I constantly get reminded that there are times when the heavens are open to our wises and they are granted dispite their nature. An empty mind is the devils play ground arm your self with knowledge that will impower you and strengthen your Iman We are all in the same boat... Bukhari Volume 2, Book 23, Number 423: Narrated Abu Huraira: The angel of death was sent to Moses and when he went to him, Moses slapped him severely, spoiling one of his eyes. The angel went back to his Lord, and said, "You sent me to a slave who does not want to die." Allah restored his eye and said, "Go back and tell him (i.e. Moses) to place his hand over the back of an ox, for he will be allowed to live for a number of years equal to the number of hairs coming under his hand." (So the angel came to him and told him the same). Then Moses asked, "O my Lord! What will be then?" He said, "Death will be then." He said, " [ Let it be] now." He asked Allah that He bring him near the Sacred Land at a distance of a stone's throw. Allah's Apostle (p.b.u.h) said, "Were I there I would show you the grave of Moses by the way near the red sand hill." link to bukhari http://www.usc.edu/dept/MSA/fundamentals/hadithsunnah/bukhari/ C/Salaam
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| | Saturday, February 03, 2001 - 06:53 am Huda that is really very sad.I can't imagine loosing my father.TERROR.and a mother? How do yo u get strong? Good luck on everything you do sis.Sister you have to realize;that these things are part of your journey to become who you are and dont blame any future things on the past.MarK your destiniy WOMAN.GO WOMAN! GOOD LUCK. And please find your brother and make sure he is alright.I do heartdly agree with sis Farhiya.
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| | Friday, February 16, 2001 - 04:10 am Huda...keep it up..may allah rest ur parents soul in peace Look after ur self 4 me. Bye
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| | Friday, February 16, 2001 - 11:21 am Huda I have to admit that, your story bring tears on eyes...My dear sis I understand your pain cuz as young age I did lost My dear Father! he was the Love of my life....I was Dady's litle Girl and only God Knows how much I miss Him! But you see sis,when you are Child all you want Know why? why me? But as you get older you will understand why.......cuz Alla h(swt) Explain it why, He said Oh! you Humans I created This Planet4 a reason...and I send you there 4 a reason....He (swt) said,There is some darkness,fear and pain...but I send you whit a Guidence which, will teach you how to survive!how to have hope and never give up!how to go through the darkness til you reach the ligh! how to be strong when the Fears are around!and how to raise hope when the pain and sadness visit u! if you take whit you that Guide, then only then you will understand why! why the World is the way it seems. That guide is the Book of Allah sis....and I am happy to heard that that Guide is whit You...When you understand (Islam)then ,that is when you can understand all the whys?and Hows? Dear sis..I may not take a way the Pain from you....but I am here to share whit you and tell you that, my Little sis you are not Alone! Allah (swt) is whit you the all knows the all sees...Humans may listen what you say but they can,t never feel what is in your Heart no matter how hard they tray...So may advice to you is Trust your Lord...tell him how you feel and ask him, his Love, help and protection, Insha,allha he will be there 4 you....Pray 4 your borother and Alla(swt) will guide him 2 Insha,allh...we all praying 4 you guys......But do you Ever Give UP. The best is yet to Come litle sis! Peace&Love
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| | Saturday, February 17, 2001 - 01:13 am Huda, walaalay illahay waalidkaa Naxariistii Janada ha geeyo Adina samir ha ku siiyo Inaal illahu wa inaal ilaahu Raajucuun. your Brother in Islam.
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| | Saturday, February 17, 2001 - 09:51 am Dear Huda this 4 u... Allah knows what's best for us So why should we complain We always want the sunshine But He knows there must be rain We always want the laughter And the merriment of cheer But our hearts will lose their tenderness If we never shed a tear. Allah tests us often With suffering and with sorrow He tests us not to punish us But to help us meet tomorrow For growing trees are strengthened If they withstand the storm And the sharp cut of the chisel Gave the marble grace and form Allah tests us often And for every pain He gives to us Provided we're patient Is followed by rich gain So whenever we are down And whenever we feel that everything is going wrong It is just Allah's way To make our spirit strong. Keep the Faith sis!
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| | Sunday, February 18, 2001 - 07:58 am HUDA SISTER MAY ALLAH(SWT) HELP YOU IN THIS TIME OF HARDSHIP AND SUFFER.................
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| | Monday, February 19, 2001 - 11:24 am could someone summarize what Hudda over there wrote?..i'm tired after 12hrs shift i dont think i have the energy to scroll up.
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| | Tuesday, February 20, 2001 - 10:54 am Jaxiima looooooooooooooooooool let me make it short You will have a Visitor very soon Insha Allah
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| | Wednesday, February 21, 2001 - 03:10 am Jaxiima Huda want kill herself becouse she is having a hard time. Can u help her? Don,t do it Sis.
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