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     | Tuesday, February 13, 2001 - 11:53 pm they are saying its the day of love,for me its another long sad day.what even makes it sadder is seeing all this couples around me,love songs everywhere. I always thought I had everything,career,wonderful family,etc.but yet I am filled with lonelyness.its very sad. I was sitting in my living room,listen to Michel bolton and all over sudden I realized how lucky I am to be even here.to take another breath of this life. I just had a kidney transplant that went great.my entire life as far as I can remember I was sick. would get up in the middle of the night because of pain. worry my dear mother to sick everyday,watch her cry and pray for me. my friends coming over to watch me suffer,cant play around with my nieces when they come to visit.cant go out to say hi to family and friends. couldn't work for couple of months. there are no words that can express what I went thru but now the nightmare is over.(thanks to Allah). if U go back to the topic "donating organs"U will see my story there. all those people added me to their prayers which mean the world to me. I thought I might come back tell U all thank you from the bottom of my heart. please guys,if U can donate organs they are a lot of people who need them. I owe my life to my brother Yasiin,who came all the way from England to give me his kidney while his wife was 8 months pregnant with they are first child.i have no words or object to show him my appreciation and how thank full I am for his kind thoughts.and Allah for making me feel better now.most of all I get goodnight sleeps. even though I just got out of the hospital,I feel like a new person.reborn in other words. I think I got a second chance to live and I will enjoy each day of it to the fullest and most of all I will be thanking ALLAH everyday. my mom,the greatest woman ever born in this world gave me hope everyday.she tried sooo hard to make me smile,she gave me strength and had faith in God. guys please no matter how healthy U are please don't forget that we are all transits in this world.never knowing when we will departure. let us not take life for granted and please Pray and thank Allah for making you who U are. and let us not forget our families,truly they are the ones who will be there when you need them the most. well its valentine's and I hope each and everyone of U is having a wonderful evening with the one's they love as me and my mother sit here and laugh about old times. gosh with all the ice cream and pizza in the living room I think I will gain 10 pounds tonight.....LoL I know the single ladies feel me. but i wouldnt change it for the world walaahi. thank U for those who have prayed for me and I hope I get better each challenging day. your sis lonelyheart. PS: NEVER LOOSE HOPE AND FAITH IN ALLAH,I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD BE HERE,OR EVEN SEE MYSELF SMILE AGAIN.BUT WITH A HELP FROM ALAH,A STRONG MOTHER,A GOOD COMMUNITY,STRONG FAMILY,AND A LITTLE HOPE ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE.THREE PEOPLE WANTED TO GIVE ME THEY'RE KIDNEY BUT THEY WERE NOT A MATCH,THAT IS WHERE MY PATIENCE WAS PUT TO THE TEST. PLEASE BE PATIENT AND MOST OF ALL HAVE FAITH.
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| | Wednesday, February 14, 2001 - 03:07 am to lonelysis i hope you live a very happy life, and now that you have the chance to fulfil all you're dreams make sure you take this given chance. ps may Allah help us in our time of need.
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| | Wednesday, February 14, 2001 - 03:14 am LONELY HEART YOUR STORY TOUCHED MY HEART WALAHI MAY ALLAH(SWT) BLESS YOU ....... SALAMA
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| | Wednesday, February 14, 2001 - 04:00 am All my life i have been LOnely.My life is Pathetic.
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| | Wednesday, February 14, 2001 - 07:46 am LonlyHeart........girl i am so happy for u.....but pls stop sayin' u're lonly.....and of course ur life aint pathetic.....if it was no one would be by ur side when u needed some1 the most.......and if it was there is no way u would have such a strong faith in Allah and accomplish all the degrees u got.....i read about them in another page!! Good luck sweety  Ninxoon..........that was the nicest thing i've ever seen posted by ur name!!! What a great change!! adios
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| | Wednesday, February 14, 2001 - 09:24 am Lonely: sis......I am so sorry I had no clue walaahi.. I missed ur other topic.. donating organs..... but my prayers r with u either case. SIs don't be lonely be jolly.....n happy.life is short make the best of it....Never let what u miss in ur life....be a barrier b/w u & ur happiness.....as the saying goes....." what u don't know don't hurt you'. Sis u might see a couple together....u don't know what their live is like... to u they seem happy...but in solitude...r they..?? did it ever occur to u?? Thank God sis........for giving u so wonderful family.......n hold on to ur dreams...whenever u feel lonely.......email me...n I will be more tha glad to call u...n talk with ya.......even visit u sometimes........when we get our breaks from....studies.... PS.. here is my email...Wahuuda@yahoo.com...........feel free anytime sis...love ya!
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| | Wednesday, February 14, 2001 - 11:39 am Oooo my hibo,it has been awhile since I saw U,U don't write anymore.what is going on here guys. I truly missed U hibo and I will be morethan happy to e-mail U or even call.i will be doing allot of travelling as soon as I get back on my feet.my first distention is Venice,Italy. then I might visit U dear.i promise. I will e-mail U and in the mean while here is my e-mail nabiha87@hotmail.com. I look forward to hearing from U love. my darling honesita,I remember how U prayed for me walaahi thank U sis from the bottom of my heart.Allah listened to my friends and families prayers and decided to give me a second chance.boy,do I have plans.(insha Allah) but sis U can e-mail me as well and again thank U very much. the second lonlyheart person is not me,I would never write that I don't know who did that.whoever its plz stop. ninxoon....my dear change ur name to MR.NICE GUY cause truly that is what U are.i really appreciate U saying nice things to me.thank U again. caano,I plan on doing that.take full advantage of the chance I am given.i will never forget thanking my beloved Allah everyday for he give me a chance to complete my dreams or even to have a look at my mom's beautiful face and her smile. gosh I am looking right at her picture now on my desk.she is beautiful and strong.i love this woman walaahi. Allah has been so good to me,I have no idea in way to repay him.he gave me a strong family,the best mom,made my dreams to a reality,and most of all gave me life. guys pray thank Allah now b4 its too late. oooh I used to be lonely,now I smile,laugh,enjoy life every morning I get up to see this rainy whether.(Seattle) but I loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee it.wouldnt change the world for it. hibo baby U will hear from soon. happy valentine's day everyone. your sis lonelyheart
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| | Wednesday, February 14, 2001 - 12:36 pm loneyheart sis ya story touched me so hard, i hope you are doing fine,i don't know what to say,ilaahaan kuu baryaaya inuu ku caafiyo.inshaalla you will just fine, sis don't feel lonly we here,and we love you! happy valentines day,take care sis
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| | Wednesday, February 14, 2001 - 03:31 pm ooo hatergirl,sis why suck kind person choose to define themselves with such name.baby girl thank u soo much sweet. i am ok now,i am not lonely i have the whole world standing by and praying.sis thank u soo much again for been a kind person. change ur name to caring sister,truly that is what u are. much love lonelyheart
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| | Wednesday, February 14, 2001 - 03:48 pm TO LONELY HEART SORRY SISTER I WAS IN HURRY TO GO TO SCHOOL THIS MORNING...BUT HERE I'M LEAN ON ME ANY TIME YOU WANT TO. I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT ALLAH IS WITH YOU AND A SAVE GUARD YOU SOUL INSHA ALLAH. DARLING YOU A BEAUTIFUL SMALIAN QUEEN WHO IS BLESSED WITH STRONG WILL AND AFFIRM BELIEVE...I WILL PRAY FOR YOU SISTER MEAN WHILE KEEP THE FAITH ....GOD BLESS YOU.... HONESTISA I DON'T THINK YOU KNOW THE REAL NINXOON.IF YOU GO BACK TO MY HISTORY YOU WOULD SEE THAT I HAVE NOTHING BUT RESPECT FOR THOSE WHO RESPECT THEMSELVES... PEACE
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| | Wednesday, February 14, 2001 - 04:53 pm lonelyheart first and 4 most i wanna tell you that my paryers and thoughts are with you. and also that hopefully things will change 4 you 4 the better. anyways where are you sis,
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| | Wednesday, February 14, 2001 - 06:59 pm thank u soulbrother,i am in seattle was dear. i apperciate ur prayers and kind thoughts. ninxoon i am getting suprised by ur multiple personalities dear.ooo my lord,one minute u are an angle sent from heavan and the other minute....well u get the picture sweatheart. now i am just thankfull how nice u are to me walaahi. i know bro and i will always have faith eventhough i learned it the hard way but i still do. thanks again guys.i dont know what i did to deserve all this kindness but i really appericate it. love always lonelyheart
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| | Saturday, February 17, 2001 - 12:45 am hey sis, i felt very sad when i read ur story,it touched me very much soo. i hope u get better and back on ur feet,please pray and thank allah for the second chance ge have u.i am very proud of u so far,its seems like u have faith in ur religion which i am proud of. allah bless u sis and i wish u and ur family all the beest amiin. hassan
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