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Suicide..i need to commit suicide, so ppl please tell me the easiest way i can take my life. please please

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Loser

Thursday, March 08, 2001 - 02:43 pm
all my life i have been a loser really this time though i realised that my presence in this world is no longer a matter that i can deal with. but i am facing few difficulties, that is the method that i will use to kill myself. Having rviewed many articles on the subject, i failed to find an easy one, all somehow are really dready but i dont wanna give up easilly,
can anyone tell me how please?

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7/UP

Thursday, March 08, 2001 - 03:16 pm
BROTHER LOSER,
I HATE TO SEE SOMALI MAN DO IT ...BUT IT SEEMS
THAT YOU ALREADY MADE UP YOUR MIND
SO I DIDN'T HAVE A CHOICE BUT TO HELP YOU
HERE ARE GOOD METHODS:

A- DRINK A COCKTAIL
MIX OF BLEACH AND DIESEL..WITH LIME OR OLIVE

B- EAT A PIZZA
FOR THE SOUCE YOU USE RAT-POISON..IT'S SOURCE
BUT WILL DO THE JOB GOOD

C-SIMPLY SHOOT YOUR SELF IN THE HEAD

D-JUMP OFF ABRIDGE, HIGH RISE(OVER100 STORY)
E-PUT COUPLE OF BUDWISER BOTTLES IN THE BLINDER
AND EAT THE GLASS MIX
F-MESS WITH NEW YORK CITY POLICE OFFICER
AND YOU WILL SEE WHAT WILL HAPPEN

SO I HOPE I WAS HELP TO YOU BROTHER
I HATE TO LOSE SOMALI BROTHER,,,BUT IF THAT
YOUR CHOICE,,AS COMMUNITY WE SHOULD SUPPORT YOU

GOOD LUCK .....HAVE YOU THOUGHT ABOUT DONATING
YOU ORGANS...THERE ALOT OF SOMALIS MIGHT NEED THEM

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Anonymous

Thursday, March 08, 2001 - 03:37 pm
good luck and i hope you die the easiest way. 7/up did an effort to help you to complete your mission so do not dissapoint him kill yourself ASAP.

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jamac guusyare

Thursday, March 08, 2001 - 04:53 pm
loser
the best way to kill your self is by masturbating yourself to death .belive me it works, my own cousin die of it called (jerk off-over dose)
you gonna come at least 11 time probably around the 12 or the 13 time you gonna cum blood, as soon as you see the blood say your prayer cause angel of death is around the corner.....

i hope i was helpful.. good luck and see you in hell..

by the way say what up to Tupac , will!

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Loser

Thursday, March 08, 2001 - 04:55 pm
thank u guys, i will try the bridge one
i hope we will meet in aaqiro if there is one. by the way i will even report back what i see if somalinet will allow ghosts to post messages. in the meantime i am going to the west bridge thank u guys.
There is no place for a loser here on earth, thank u

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Loser

Thursday, March 08, 2001 - 05:00 pm
jamac gusyare
thank u brother for your brotherly advicee, and when i meet 2pac, surely i will give him your message, i bet he is dear mom is on that side .
this new method of yours i have tried, but being a losser, i wanted a new formula that takes its efect in a second. Brother i dont need to be brought back to the hospital, got it. let me try this over the bridge or the police one, i will •••• up with one police or throw myself in one of these new york skyscrappers.
anyone else sending messages to aaqiro,? let me know cause before i leave post it, so that in aghost form i will post yo8 a response if the ppl on the otherside ware really having good or bad time

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shaadia

Thursday, March 08, 2001 - 05:06 pm
loooooooooooooooooooooooool
this is funny i was laughing the whole time.
ooh looser while u are passing the message to 2pac could u also say to frank sinatra,i think he is on the vip guest list in hell.ooh and ask bob marley what it felt like been hight 24/7.
i wanna try that.

yours shaadia

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shaadia

Thursday, March 08, 2001 - 05:09 pm
ooh looser i forgot,try some overdose heroin,i lost a roommate in college due to that.she died while she was hight i bet she never fely anything.
maybe that is the easiest way.

anyways good luck and dont forget my message.

yours
shaadia

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Loser

Thursday, March 08, 2001 - 05:20 pm
thank you sis shaadia, i will do my best to make sure that this senatra receives your message and surely i will report about the end of bob marley, may be he is still the rasta king in there, who knows, but i will soon re[port.
Herroin, lol i have tried ,, that one for a long time, it is like a drinking water, that is why i am a loser cause of herroine,.
By the way, surely someone out there must be trying to ommunicate to the pl out there in the aqqiro, keep posting caus ma time is up ,,few minutes, soon i will be heading to the UN building in NY, i wanna fly down by tightening three twenty killos of metal to my belly and down i fall like a batterd rooti with no hope for a burrial.

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saddened

Thursday, March 08, 2001 - 06:28 pm
loser,(let us assume you are for real) why don't you give life a chance then??
What will u accomplish by taking a life?
What happened to your faith? Life can't be that bad. Don't do it man, pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeze. :(

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broken-man

Thursday, March 08, 2001 - 07:59 pm
I thought about suicide few times before I even got very close to taken my life oneday I hate my life I hate the people I work with I hate those who look at me I hate whites,blacks,asians

maybe I'll give dear life a second chance if things don't change I will join ya Mr loser

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Loser

Thursday, March 08, 2001 - 09:01 pm
guys somehow walaahi, i wanted to commit suicide and i still do feel that way.
The simple fact is because ye guys are having mom and ad aight, but brothers me, i aint got no mom, no sis no bro no father. All my life i have been living under the care of somali family who laatter discarded me like i am a hell or sort of. any way to cut a long story short i am sort of gone wild in the street life. walaahi i worked my way up sorted my life, i have a nice decent job, i go college, i study economics, but things arent the way they are suppposed to be, there is deep down in my hear an emptiness some sort of void that was supposed to be filled by mother's love father's love brother's love.
Weekends i have no one to visit, most of my friends are losers so they are all not there when i am weak.
I am like a soul yearning for someone to call,,mom,,dad,,brother,,sister..but i aint got no one.
Then sometimes in the middle of the night i sort of wake up, scared, as i look into the unknown future and the way ahead.
But then daylight breaks my nightmare and there i report myself to class time taking lessons but yet deep down ma mind is somewhere another world tryning to craete a perfect ideal life which only exists in my mind, then i wake up viola it is time for work.
Ye know it is like i am just another statistics number counted but not considered.
I went out of my way though, counselling services, but the lady there told me to just think of me, and maself. but who am i?
am i not a human like her who needs sort of a secure place to attach to ma soul.
when i encounter a problem or sort of emotional disturbacnce who should i turn to?
another loser? or to my lost soul?
or to a caring friend?
or to someone who is part of me?
i dont know?
All i know is that ye guys who live with their parents or who have parents and a family, to be happy and really to feel graet about that.
cause life aint nothing but hell without these, a fact.
Specially when you are a young person.
For me i have come to the cross-road, and it is there that either i go or life lets me go without any sort of problem. but life aint that easy.
Where can i get that supernatural power?
or may be it is time for me to turn to allah, i dont know too.
The only thing that is stopping me now truly is what one wadaaad told me, that i will go and live in hell if i commit siucide. I confirmed with another wadaad. same story.
But so far, i havent yet changed my mind, cause my life is full of noghtmares walaahi. you wouldnt live if you were in my place.
so guys be really glad that u have a mom or dad unlike me who is just another existing human but who has no meaning whatsoever.

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Anonymous

Thursday, March 08, 2001 - 09:14 pm
suicide is the best if u dont have father and mother good luck. meet them in aaqiro man. maybe if u tell your story "gaalada" they will feature u in "60 Minutes" so try that option before suicide but within the somali community no mercy a man/. remember we all grew-up with "AK-47" and Tarante sate?.....so commit suicide or call 60 Minutes for help

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Loser

Thursday, March 08, 2001 - 09:27 pm
anon, you are so cruel man, what will ye benefit from my death? just asking?
waxaa iga nixiyey your crude response indeed you are really ak 47 manaxe miyaa?
when i see manaxe he reminds me of you really, scary,?yaab.
anyway, i am going bro to my death so dont worry cause i will come and see ye in ghost and haunt ye 4 ever.

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lonelyheart

Thursday, March 08, 2001 - 09:38 pm
ooh poor looser,i felt very sad when i read ur story walaahi.i might not leave close to where u are @ but i want to be ur caring friend if u let me.
u can talk to me when u need someone to turn to.i am a compassionate and caring person.
i know what its like to be alone,feeling empty inside when u have everything u ever wanted
and feeling like there is no point of going on,but my brother there is a light at the end of the tunnel.have faith and most of all pray and ask Allah for guidance.
he will take care of u,i know for sure.

about a month and half i almost died,and knowing that i was going to die scared the hell out of me.even though i was very ill i still manged to pray and ask Allah for forgiveness.
well he heard my prayers and gave me a second chance to live again,and trust me i thank him everyday and i am living life to the fullest now.

with allah and my brother(who gave me his kidney)i am here today,to help u if u let me.
let me hear from u soon please.

have faith
lonelyheart

P.S SOMETIMES ALLAH CHALLENGES OUR FAITH,MAYBE THIS IS JUST A TEST AND IN THE END U WILL BE HAPPY.

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Loser

Thursday, March 08, 2001 - 10:16 pm
lonelyheart
i am so much touched by your miracle and believe me i wish you all the best.
yours is more tragic indeed for you fought well against the enemy and what a brother really.
You do have a brother who went out of his way unto yours to save you. That is the beauty of love.
well, i am scared but you have shown me though that there are certain ppl like you who ar caring and loving, but in life such ppl are hard to come by.
you are a young person i pressume who have recently recovered and eventhough you mean what you said , i feel that that is what is all life about.
To help someone when they slip, to give them that kind of hand, you really touched me somehow, and that alone is sufficient to warrant the overthrow of my project,suicide.
more than that, i started praying today and i hope to find that solitude that cools down my yearning soul.
it might be that allah wants me to hang on a bit more

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lonelyheart

Thursday, March 08, 2001 - 11:07 pm
looser i am very proud of u dear and i know Allah want u to hang around a little bit more.
i am glad u feel the way u do now,i feel soo much better now i can finally sleep.
ooh my lord.

most of all i am glad u started praying,it will help u to deal with sudden things in ur life and most of all u will gain patience and Iman.

i am really working on becoming very religious now,for the first time in my life i wore a hijaab today.ooh lord u should have seen the tears in my mothers eyes.tears of joy and excitement.

anyways now i can sleep much better and u hope u do as well,but if u ever need that hand to lift when u need to get up or those words that make u smile again....i am here dear.
if u want i will leave u my email,just ask.

wishing u all the best
lonelyheart(have faith)

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lonelyheart

Thursday, March 08, 2001 - 11:08 pm
ooooh and let us work on changing the name.
thx dear

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Ripper

Thursday, March 08, 2001 - 11:55 pm
loser


I read you responses to everyone, i was really pissed to learn you still haven't done it. Brother please go for it and get on with mission ASAP. i'm kind getting annoyed in living the same planet as you do.


ow, let me know if you can't handle it yourself, i won't mind putting an end to your long suffering if that is what it takes.

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Friendly_Nadira

Friday, March 09, 2001 - 05:57 am
Iam so sorry that you have no mom or dad..when I read your story I cried and Iam still crying..I hope you don't kill your self, that is not the answer to your problem.and if you do kill your self you are only going to burn in hell for ever....and all these people that told you ways to kill your self but all these ways are going to hurt...I don't want to give you any ideas because I don't want you to kill yourself,but you cant just change someone..I think you should go to the hiij and clean all your sins and then ask god to kill you right there on the spot, people have done that before and it works, and you are sure to go to heaven.. and all those people that told you to say hi to someone for them when you go to hell, man that is plain mean, these days people are so scrowed..
I've always had friends, my brother, my sister,and my mom to help me when I needed help (my dad died) so I cant say I can feel your pain,but Iam just praying that you don't kill yourself. and just like lonley heart I will be more then happy to be your friend..
it is really sad to hear that the only way you can solve your problem is to kill yourself..

and hopefully you will let me be your freind, but it's great to hear that you are in college...

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ahmed

Friday, March 09, 2001 - 11:55 am
That is what happen, when people leave their Islamic faith. Most people so not believe your story but I does. I have seen, many brothers for similar situation. Go to mosque and pray for allah. I am sure you will feel releaf

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um kolthoom

Friday, March 09, 2001 - 12:21 pm
the best way to kill your self loser is to look at yourself in a mirror and you will die in a blink of an eye.

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gotcha

Friday, March 09, 2001 - 12:54 pm
SHAADIA=NINXOON
Ninxoon has been making postings with his female alias-do us all a favor and YOU jump off the bridge shaadia or should i say ninxoon

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Ali-2000

Friday, March 09, 2001 - 04:01 pm
loser

you have lots unfinished business here on ear so don't leave unless you want your spirit to circle in somalinet for life, It would really bother me if I keep looking at your unauthorized advertisement on my screen saying "KILL YOURSELF< IT WILL BE THE BEST THING YOU EVER DID FOR YOURSELF" and your headless picture, I mean what could be worse than that. finish what you started then kill yourself. Fire would be the best suicide choice.

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Anonymous

Friday, March 09, 2001 - 04:33 pm
don't d o it , or i hope you haven't done it already. think of the hell your going to is it better then here on earth, i don't thing so !!!!!! and if this is a prank i hope you die bastard.........

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Anonymous

Friday, March 09, 2001 - 04:59 pm
Assalamu Alaikum, The following is a true story from a book translated by Muhammad Alshareef.I hope you will be moved by this story as much as it moved me.
---------------------------------------------
She is my sister:

Her cheeks were worn and sunken& her skin hugged her bones. That didn't stopher though, you could never catch her not recting the Qur'an. Always vigil in her personal prayer room dad had set up for her. Bowing, prostrating, raising her hands in prayer. That was the way she was from dawn to sunset& back again, boredom was for others.
As for me, I craved nothing more than fashion magazines and novels. I treated myself all the time to videos until those trips to the rental place became my trademark. As they say, when something becomes habit people tend to distinguish you by it. I was negligent in my responsibilities and laziness characterized my salah.
One night, I turned the video off after a marathon three hours of watching. The adhan softly rose in that quiet night. I slipped peacefully into my blanket.
Her voice carried from her prayer room."Yes? would you like anything Noorah?" I said.
With a sharp needle she popped my plans. "Don't sleep before you pray fajr!"
Agh..there is still an hour before fajr, that was only the first adhaan.
With those loving pinches of hers, she called me close. She was always like that even before the fierce sickness shook her spirit& shut her in bed. "Hannan can you come sit beside me."
I could never refuse any of her requests, you could touch the purity and sincerity. "Yes,
Noorah?"
"Please sit here"
"Ok, I'm sitting, what's on your mind?"
With the sweetest mono voice she began reciting: "Every soul shall taste death and you would merely be repaid your earnings on resurrection Day"
She stopped thoughtfully. Then she asked, "Do you believe in death?"
"Ofcourse I do."
"Do you believe that you should be responsible for whatever you do, regardless of how small or large?"
"I do, but Allah is forgiving& merciful& I've got a long life waiting for me"
"Stop it Hannan...aren't you afraid of death and it's ubruptness? look at Hind. She was younger than you but she died in a car accident. so did so and so and so. Death is age-blind and your age could never be a measure of when you shall die."
The darkness of the room filled my skin with fear. "I am scared of the dark and now you made me scared of death, how am I supposed to go to sleep now. Noorah, I thought you promised you'd go with us on vocation during the summer break."
Impact. Her voice broke& her heart quivered
"I might be going on a long trip this year Hannan, but somewhere else. Just maybe. All of our lives are in Allah's hands and we all belong to Him." My eyes welled with tears down both cheeks.
I pondered my sisters grizzly sickness, how the doctors had informed my father privately there was not much hope that Noorah was going to outlive the desease. She wasen't told though. Who hinted to her? Or was it that she could sense the truth. "What are you thinking about Hannan?" Her voice was sharp. "Do you think I am just saying this because I am sick? uh-uh. Infact, I may live longer than people who are not sick. And you Hannan, how long are you going to live? Twenty years, maybe? forty? Then what?"
Though the dark she reached for my hand and squeezed gently. "There is no difference between us; we're all going to leave this world to live in paradise or organize in hell. Listen to the words of Allah: "Anyone who pushed away the fire shown into Jannah will have triumphed."

I left my sister's room dazed, her words ringing in my ears;"May Allah guide you Hannan- don't forget your prayer."

Eight O'clock in the morning. Pounding on my door. I don't usually wake up at this time.Crying.Confusion. O'Allah, what happened?

Noorah's condition became critical after Fajr, they took her immediately to the hospital...Inna lillahi wa inna ilayhi raji'un.

There wasen't going to be any trips this summer. It was written that I should spend the summer at home.
After an eternity...

It was one O'clock in the afternoon. Mother phoned the hospital. "Yes, you can come and see her now." Dad's voice had changed, mother could sense something had gotten deathly wrong. We left immediately.

Where was the avenue I use to travel & thought was so short? Why was it so long now, so very long.
We arrived at the hopital's main entrance.

We skipped stairs to Noorah's floor. She was in the intensive care.

The nurse approached us."Let me take you to her."
As we walked down the aisles the nurse went on expressing how sweet a girl Noorah was. She reassured mother somewhat that Noorah's condition had gotten better than what it was in the morning.

"Sorry. No more than one visitor at a time." This was the intensive care unit. Through the small window in the door and past the flury of white robes, I caught my sisters eyes. Mother was standing beside her. After two minutes, mother came out unable to control her crying.

"You may enter and say salam to her on condition that you do not speak too lon," they told me.
"Two minutes should be enough." "How are you Noorah? You were fine last night sister, what happened?"
We held hands, she squeezed harmlessly. "Even now, Alhamdulillah, I am fine."
"Allhamdulillah....but your hands are so cold."
I sat on her bedside & rested my finger on her knee. She jerked away."Sorry...did I hurt you?"
"No, it is just that I remembered Allah's word:"One leg will be wrapped to the other leg(in the death shroud) (Waltafatul saaqu bil saaq) Hannan pray for me. I may be meeting the first day of the hearaftervery soon. It is a long journey& I haven't prapared enough good deeds in my suitcase." A tear scaped my eye and ran down my cheek at her words. I cried & cried & she joined me. The room blurred away and left us two sisters- to cry together. Rivulets of tears splashed with both hands. Dad was now becoming more worried about me. I've never cried like that before.
At home, upstairs in my room I watched the sun pass away a sorrowfukl day. Silence mingled in our corridors. A cousin came in my room, another. the visitors were many and all voices from downstairs stirred together. Only one thing was clear at that point....Noorah had died!
I stopped distinguishing who came and went. I couldn't remember what they said. O'Allah, where was I? what was going on? I couldn't even cry anymore. Later that week they told me what had happened. Dad had taken my hand to say goodbye to my sister for the last time, I had kissed Noorah's forehead. I remember only one thing though, seeing her spread on that bed that she was going to die on. I remembered the verse she recited:
"One leg will be wrapped to the other(in the death shroud)" and I knew too well of the truth of the next verse: " The drive on that day we be to your lord!" I tiptoed into her prayer room that night starring at the quiet dressers and silenced mirrors, I treasured who it was that had shared my mother's stomach with me.Noorah was my twin sister. I remembered who I had swapped sorrows with. Who had conforted my rainy days. I remembered who had prayed for my guidance and who had spent so may tears for so many nights telling me about death and accauntability.May Allah save us all.

Tonight is Noorah's first night that she shall spend in her loub. O'Allah have mercy on her and illumine her grave. This was her Qur'an, her prayer mat, and this was the spring rose, colored dress that she told me she would hide until she got married, the dress she wanted to keep just for her husband. I remembered my sister and cried over the day I had lost. I prayed to Allah to have mercy on me and forgive me. I prayed for Allah to keep her firm in her grave as she always liked to mention in her supplications.
At that moment I stopped. I asked myself; what if it was me who had died? where would I be moving into? Fear pressed me and tears began all over again.
Allahu Akbar,Allahu Akbar....

The first Adhan rose softly from the masjid, how beautiful it sounded this time. I felt calm and relaxed as I repeated the muathan's call, I wrapped shawl around my shoulders and stood there to pray fajr. I prayed as if it was my last prayer, a farewell prayer, just like Noorah has done yesterday. It had been her last Fajr.
Now& insha'allah for the rest of my life, if I wake in the morning I do not count on being alive by the evening, and in the evening I do not count on being alive by morning. We are all going to Noorah's journey.
What have we prapared for it?

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LEE

Friday, March 09, 2001 - 05:27 pm
loser i think lotts of ppl have given you different advices is up to you what you do with your life ,and i think there are ppl in this world
who have same problem or even worse than you and some of them have made it and some have hopes for
better life i know it's had for you but what can you do , so all i have say to you is EITHER GET BUSSY LIVING OR GET BUSSY DEAYING.

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Alipapa

Friday, March 09, 2001 - 07:34 pm
loser.

i can't wait you died. I guess it is good idea if you stop the talk and start the walk. I mean it is time for you to go and stop posting we fed up of you. Gone are days when you had apetite for talk and reading response. Gone are also days when you expect us to feel sympathy for you.

By the way did you hear the QUEEN's song of "mama i don't wanna die"?--the song that goes like "good by everybody i gotta go. my time has came". You gotta be singing that song while you are going to the bridge. And don't you fucking told me that you don't know who is QUEEN. If you are probably NBA fan you heard every fan's song the one that goes "We will rock you!!... you got mud all your face... you big disgrace". the artist of that song is called QUEEN. go and get his CD along your way to bridge. and make sure you gotta be singing "goodbye eveybody . i gotta go". Good luck your nobel decission.


Alipapa

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Anonymous

Friday, March 09, 2001 - 07:39 pm
Ali papa


BUSTED


QUEEN'S SONG??????? WHAT A GAY MOTHERFUCKER.WHY DID I ALWAYS SUSPECTYOU WERE A FAGGOT? YOU AND XOOGSADE

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Manifestdestiny

Saturday, March 10, 2001 - 06:54 am
Loser,

Life is hard, it is that simple. If U kill urself, beleive me U aint going to hell but U will repeat this same lesson again, and again and again. This is the lesson U choose to learn in this life time. We are all here on a mission, which is to grow and learn. Can you honestly tell me you know a single person who has no problems. Everybody got problems. That is life. People who have money, believe me they might seem happy but inside they are really miserable like that poem " Richard Cory"... And there are alot of people who have no mothers and U just to have to hang on. Maybe U fell empty bc U need spirituality in ur life. Go read some postive thinking book or self-helps; they can work wonders. And if ur still feeling empty maybe u should look into something called Astral projection when U learn it U won't feel so empty; u'll understand... Beleve me I am very young and my problems are deep as a well, but hey, U know I am getting ahold of them, won't let them control my life. So, if U haven't taken the big step yet, hope this helps :}}:}:}:}:

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Alipapa

Saturday, March 10, 2001 - 09:15 am
anon,

"busted!!!" ahahahaha what a joke!. look idiot, does listening to QUEEN's songs will make me gay?. In other words, is listening gay artist will make me gay?. What a twisted and crooked logic from one motherfucker!!. If that is only your reason of making me gay, so let it be. Go ahead and make my day. Besides gay is just lifestyle that anyone can choose.

however, who knows maybe xoogsade in one but not me!

Alipapa

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sheikh cabdi sheelaweyne

Saturday, March 10, 2001 - 03:11 pm
you are disgusting if you listen to a faggot song alipapa. so shame on you dude. for the depressed man , loser, i have one good suggestion. if you wana kill yourself , you can do that and get ajir from allah. go to chechniya, or get training for suicide mission. go to the hezbollahi site or the xamas site on the net,then go to the qoqaz site. get some military training,and go to the lands of jihad ,such as kashmiir , chechniya, philipines ,and die gracefully with the holly book on your pocket and the klanishkov on your hands. i tried to give you a viable advice without being cruel or sympathetic to any great extent. think about it . this is to all of you that want to commit suicide. bye

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Kaneeco

Saturday, March 10, 2001 - 04:42 pm
Dear Loser...at first everyone here was making jokes about your problem...but the thing is suicide or death itself is not a matter to be joked about...I'm glad that you've changed your mind about killing yourself...if you say that you've changed, bettered yourself, and turned to Allah, then my friend, you're not a loser...so smile...and say alhumdulilah even in the bad times...becuase always remember that there are many who have no food in their stomach, no clothes on their back, no education and no homes...you at least have that, so always be thankful to Allah for what he gave you.

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SAMBUUS

Saturday, March 10, 2001 - 08:06 pm
YO, U GUYS THINK HE REALY DID IT, BECAUSE I DONT SEE HIM WRITTING NO MORE. WELL, ITS ALL YOUR FOULT, THOSE PEOPLE WHO ENCOURGED HIM TO GO FOR IT, NOW LOOK WHAT YOU HAVE DONE. HOW R U GONNA GO TO SLEEP TONIGHT. LOOSER, MAY ALLAH HAVE THE LEAST MERCY ON YOUR SUACIDAL SOUL.

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Anonymous

Sunday, March 11, 2001 - 05:01 pm
Thanks for all ya Somalian Folks, Whom to Convince Mr looser to a commit a suicide. Mr looser and me happened to live in Some city and I was Hungary to death the other day guess where I get my free lunch that day? Mr looser "tacasidiisa".

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Loser

Sunday, March 11, 2001 - 06:37 pm
I AM ALIVE , CHANGED MA MIND. I MIGHT PERHAPS HOPE TO SEE ANOTHER LOVELYDAY , BUT THX GUYS I REALLY WANTED TO BUT WAAN CABSADEY,

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Anonymous

Sunday, March 11, 2001 - 06:59 pm
looser i love you. lol

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IRONMAN

Sunday, March 11, 2001 - 07:06 pm
I AM LOST IN THE WORRY/ SO MANY TEARS/ IAM SUICIDAL SO DON'T STAND NEAR ME/ MY EVERY MOVE IS A CALCULTED STEP TO BRING ME CLOSER TO EMBRASSE AN EARLY DEATH/ NOW THERE IS NOTHING LEFT/ PLEAZ GOD FORGIVE MY SINS CUZ HERE I COME/.

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ummina

Sunday, March 11, 2001 - 07:39 pm
subhanalah
i see some plp that are kufars here acuudu billah. you guys think that death is something to laugh about. what did you work for in the hereafter. what kind of deeds do you have. When the angel of death takes your soul what would you say then. Or when you are being questioned in the grave what would you say then. Allah gave you this life and he'll take it away from you, you have no right to take your life. The two wadaad were right looser you'll end up in hell fire. I know this world has its ups and downs but have faith in allah and ask him for his mercy and forgiveness. don't let the shaitan fool you looser its not worth it. and there are lots of help you can get from plp if your family aren't here, i am sure that if you go to a mosque you'll find all your answers. I'll advice to all the rest of you to go back to your deen and have faith and patience in allah. This world is short not forever and don't mistake this dunya's wordly things with lucxury. So may allah guide all muslims to his right path. Ameen

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Alipapa

Sunday, March 11, 2001 - 08:02 pm
loser;

I am really saddened that you are still alive and kicking. yes, i am saddened-- too many losers are still on the loose in this small somali community. We can't afford to have such that many of them.

Allah may help us. Had you had committed suicide, we would have lessen the losers of the community.

Alipapa

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Anonymous

Monday, March 12, 2001 - 01:25 am
Well, what about you Alipapa, when are YOU ready to go?? Loose Goose. :O

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