     Handsome1 | Unrecorded Date
NAME:Caydaruus.
COUNTRY:Finland
AGE:19
SALAAN DHAMMAAN MARWOOYIN IYO MUDANOOYIN & AKHYAARTA SHARAFTA LEH!
THIS IS MY LOVE STORY PLEASE READ IT!
I Once was on my way to my friend who was heading to USA.
So Having dropped off the buss,I emmediatly felt eyes upon me.I glanced over my back and here they are a very seductive pair of brown eyes and she is "NIMCO".
Nah,I couldn't be staring at her,the hot sauce-fingered sight of me wouldn't have prompted flirtation,but I can still feel eyes upon me.
She was greeted by me cuz her beautiful face bent down over mine,I got no respond,I though she had a problem with hearing and needed everything that is said to her to be repeated twice"DEAF",I resaid "HELLO",she was out of her mind and her eyes were still upon me.
After few seconds she sarcatically said"OH HI" approaching me and telling me i was the most handsome guy she has never faced in her entire life....OOH God..I leaned back bit folding my hands behind my head,I kept my head down and seemed reluctant to say anything,The cat has got my tongue and had nothing to say as i didn't seem a compliment,nor did i compperhend what question i could have raised.My heart was throbing so much,However,I managed to calm myself down & to be enough strong to ask what her name was,She confenssed her whole name and so did I.
I asked her if we could take a walk and she didn't turn her back to me,It was lovely day,all the branches were waiving,the sun was shining,She was very funny to be with and we talked about alot of different issues that we even both saw eye to eye,It was very possible to ask her for her phone number,It was my luckiest day and it was the way i hoped it should be.
After 2 weeks I called and asked her out so she accepted and everything was brilliant and cool,At the dinner she spilled pasta and sauce all over me too busy talking and having a fun.
Having Got home,I felt something special in my heart and had this tentative feeligs,All i could think was lovely expectation,fixing myself a drink and putting my foot up,The dream was always same and i used to dream about her.I eventually realized I had strong feelings for her and determined to sort out,to express my feelings to her as openly,warmly and as a man in love would.Never before had i been expressed my feelings to someone else but i had to at that time cuz i madly fell in love with this gorgeous lady.
She accepted and we had been dating approximately 4 months and i truly used to chersih her dearly and loved her from the bottom of my heart..my love was not merelt superficial but deep-seated and she somehow stole my heart as long as she was in my life.
But now I don't feel in love anymore but terror,My heart is full of pain,filth,trash and •••• you know why? very intelligent question!
Cuz after 2 months our dating she once called me and told me she had something conspicious to let me know ( YOU READERS WON'T BELEIVE WHAT SHE DID TO ME)...I told her i was always all ears and ready to listen to her..She told me I meant nothing to her,she never fell in love with me,,All she was doing was that she had a bet or deal with her other friends that she could get any man she wanted..and that is true she got me and stole my heart.
The say "IF YOU LAUGH,THE WORLD LAUGHS WITH YOU,IF YOU WEEP,YOU WEEP LONELY" and i think that wisdom does carry much conviction cuz i wept too much lonely and realized i was purking up the wrong tree but from the expression on her face,I had the impression that she had feelings for me but couldn't express.
Ofcourse it wasn't unbearable but i did go into a little crazy at that time and actually made me feel stupid,so sentmental, so perplexed and so loging for her and when i tried to be more succeful,it was difficult and didn't play the same role but she was remarkable lady and she just couldn't be what i needed her to be.
So I reading my lessons yesterday,she called my mobile phone and i wasn't expecting her to have around,when i asked her who was on the phone? she told me it was her and she was so sorry all what she did to me and told me she had still loved me and always love me.
I put my head on my dest and just shook my head crying & the fear & grimmest sense hopelessness,so my teacher entered the class and saw i was out of my mind and i didn't want to to involve personal problems in school.
So isn't it terrible when the lady you expected she is enough perfect and that she made your life something you are glad to be having for once deceives you?Isn't it terrible when the lady you were afraid of she might slip out of your life cheates on you? so now she is telling me she would go through fire and water to get me back so do you people think i should accept that?
Giving advice is very much like loaning money and borrowing,before you give it or take it,consider it:is the relationship worth more then this exchange? because wether or not the advice is taken,or proven sound or the dept paid,the relationship is gone.
Please the ball is in your court. |
| Cade | Unrecorded Date
very handy ... but too long ... cut it short and to the point next time..... or post in the Story page........
Btw.. is it me or do I sense a logical error in the statement? cuz i was let to believe somewhere along the lines that your dating thing went on for four month. Now after few paragraphs i got the feeling that wasn't the case. The women actually told you " war la umba umbeey wakac aa ka roon. walaalow makaa helaa wajigeyga ii dhaaf" in just two month.
Tell me this bro, forget about this sound less expressions, supposed feelings and the other artificial formalities. Did you do it?......
Did you or did you not do it? that is the question...... we ain't interested other things...........you can bark as many wrong tree as you want....... i'm asking this because I think you said she was a remarkable lady and wasn't playing to the same tune. if that is the case I think you should be exiled from this planet for letting down the whole male brotherhood and failing to lodge our pracious cargo in this supposedly desirable lady.
Before you imbark the tentative steps of replying to her cleverly laid web of deceit once more. I think you should be sent to boot-camp just to give you the necessary ingredient for such mission. |
| Handsome1 | Unrecorded Date
May you Have a Happy and Blessed Ramadan!
To Cade!
The pain of losing someone you do care and love is so hard and unbearable and that living with out that person life seems like a cruel joke,However,Although i haven't seen the light of your question bro but i'm asking you kindly to let me read between the two lines, I mean to let me make compperhend of your question.
Instead of suffering alone,it is more conspicious to be open up somone you do rely on and trust and what i do mean by that is I just made the biggest mistake in my life doesn't mean i'll make it again and i just learned lessons from my mistakes and the question is "WHY DID SHE FIND MY COMPLIMENT ALTOGETHER FLATTERING IF SHE WASN'T ENOUGH HONET FOR ME? |
| Anonymous | Unrecorded Date
Handsome1:
First of all this story is way too long 4 this page cuz the average reader would easy get bored and give up in halfway, but u have posted it already so this is no help i guess. Now, beleive me gals these day lot worst things than what she did to u.
Cade:
lol lol...specail lady means the one that let u hit it huh?....he seem to be soo Distorted or Emotional to answer what we really want to know, so i wouldn't expect him to answer the 'do u do it' question. |
| Anonymous | Unrecorded Date
U KNOW WHAT WE NEED A SOMALIAN WRITERS LIKE U TO MAKE MOVIES LIKE THAT IT IS A STOREY THAT GANNA GET THE OSKAR
TRY U LUCK OF GIVING THIS STOREY TO HINDI FILM MAKERS AND U MAY GET LUCK MAN AND I SUGEST THE NAME OF THE MOVI TO BE " DONIAHE NAHE NAHE "
IN ENGLISH (NO NO TO LIVE AFTER HER)
LOL
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| Qumayo | Unrecorded Date
To Handsome1
oooh that was so sweety.you must be very romantic. |
| Warta Suuqa | Unrecorded Date
Ooooouuuuuutch, qumaya ku leeftay caloosha ha igasoo ridin, your words killing me. Wexeey qumayo kuu dheheen aad qabtaa. |
| hebel | Unrecorded Date
qumayo have a seat please let the man talk. |
| Wa laaaa | Unrecorded Date
Handsome what she did to u was so not cool....But I understand where she's coming from...maybe you scared her off, or maybe she thought you were just like the others using love to get other things..It's really big pressure being pretty cuz every nigga what's you and "LOVE" is their weapon to get what they want. I mean how do you know you were in love in just four months...i think what you felt was lust...and you emotions run wild with you. But if you really loved her it's her lost and I think you shouldn't take her back.
If you been betrade once it's there fault
If you been betrade twice it's your foult. |
| waxbaas | Unrecorded Date
Dear caydaruus
first l feel sorry for you .
she used you do what she want do and that my girl
beacuse if l would her l will do same thing. because boys are nothing . listen to me what ever you do don't falled in love
same time you falled in love wrong person
you know what l mean. that is your lesson
you learn some thing .well don't worry sweet l will found someone for you . someone who cher for you . who it could be your dream/.
now take care.
l fell sorry for you |
| samiira | Unrecorded Date
oh so sorry |
