     lovely_lady | Friday, April 06, 2001 - 07:24 am
this is my best friend thruogh 14years friendship,i never thought that i would end up here,but here i'm head over heals inlove with him.I didn't made the choise,but my heart wouldn't listen.we have the best relationship and i don't want to lose him as a friend and i can't leave wit this pain on my chest.I really need him,but i'm a afraid that i'll lose him if tell him,about how i feel.so my ppl i really need you this time,would i make a mistake by telling him,or should i hide my feelings and let our friendship go on????????????asap back
i have a dream
a dreamid like to come true,but to make it reality
i need love from someone like you
i walk along the beach
with the moon in the sky
dreamed you're wit me
but tears only filled my eyes
how long must i wait
to have you my own
my heart slowly melts
whenever we're alone
i want to tell you how i feel
but in a way i'm a afraid that
you won't understand
only because i want to keep it
to myself,until i know you'll understand
i know you've noticed me
but not the way i want you too
if only you could think of me
the way i think of you,the middle of the night
i dream of you kissing me
do you dream the same
i doubt,i need your arms to comfort me
so i can be happy again
i know that my love are forbidden
but wat i'm carring inside of me
is love that's so true
one that will last forever if given a chance
i used to watch you as a kid
now when i see you,i see the man of my dreams
my soulmate and all this time you're front of me
while i was blind to see.
should i be a shame of my feeling
should i feel guilty
i never want to be apart of you
when i look into your eyes i know
where i belong,in your arms.
my emotions burn out of control
my heart tells me to hold you
my mind says it is not to be
my thoughts come and go
but always of you
i love you more then i've ever loved and will never love again.
to the most incredible person that i'm not allowed to love my best friend. |
| Charm | Friday, April 06, 2001 - 08:46 am
Oh this is very touching POEM ya got there sis,
I'm sorry ya feel this way and @ the same time
the LOVE of ya LIFE don't even knowdest DAMN.
Sister this is my advice to you, GO JUST GO
up to him and tell him how you feel, but do it
in a quite place, just you and him alone, take
about 1 hour or so to talk and say every thing
off your chest its for the best for both of you.
And last but not least if he see you only a
FRIEND don't give up one day he will know
how much you mean to him and come forward himself.
Untill Next time GOOD LUCK and Best Wishes.
KEEP SMILLING SISTA "
Charm |
| Aliyah | Friday, April 06, 2001 - 12:22 pm
why the heartache, girlfriend just tell him for god sake before it is too late.
I pray for no rejection insha-allah.
Charm is right get the best place, or if ucant then right him a love letter and see if he reply's |
| Dr. D | Friday, April 06, 2001 - 01:38 pm
to: love lady
i think sis you should make or leave it?
i know that is hard to leave coz you see him
everytime and when ever you try not to your
emotion can't.
sis if you do may be he is to hiding some too
but the best i recond to you is that you should
clear it and if he acts like kidd than tell him to get lost but i don't think that he is gonna let a you down so sis it's now or never!
good luck to u
peace to y'all |
| Kanexe | Friday, April 06, 2001 - 04:52 pm
That's enough advice i guess, so do try to do what you'r told to sis other wise there may be s/thing difficult than that, example like seen him having a relationship whith other girl and that'll be so disapponted for you.
Look if you warried lossing his friendlyship, what are gonna do if you see him having a relationship whith a girl? so think a lot before things get worst.
bye and good luck |
| MusLimaH | Saturday, April 07, 2001 - 07:50 am
Salaam ppl
Dear sis...the best advice is to follow your heart, me personally I think it's best that you tell, however, every action has a consequence and your friendship might never be the same again. On the other hand, if you don't tell him, then the "what if" will always be eating you inside...but whatever you decide, make sure it's the best decision for you and good luck sis |
| lovely_lady | Monday, April 09, 2001 - 02:21 am
WOW...... thank you so much all of you
I'm glad that,you could share your thoughts and opinions with me,but i hate to say this i'm still afraid.Beyond how i feel about him,wat we have is incredible.He means the world to me,and all i want for him is to be happy with or without me.And i know i can't live knowing that i never gave him the chance to respond watever it might be,but wat if things never be the same,how can i know he looks at me more than freind,even for a just a little bit.
Is there a way to find out,without breaking the news for him.I really don't know if i can take no for an answer,cuz it will totally break my heart and it will take a long way for me to get over him,but most of all i'll loose his freindship and i really don't know if i can take that too.
pls if there is anyone who has been through a same situation like this,i would love to hear you.
and thank you again all of you in here
i'm thinking about it all that u said,but still i've got cold feet.
i hope you understand this is not a easy situation.
love you all |
| laila | Monday, April 09, 2001 - 04:59 am
lovely lady
love goes and comes but friendship lasts forever i was going through the same story i fell in love with my best friend and so did he and he appproached me first and said that he has feelings more than friendship for me and he asked me to become his girlfriend i agreed and it was only six months when i satrted to feel that things were getting bad he got jealous tried to control me and wasnt the same guy thatused to listen to meand i lost him as afriend and a lover all at once can u understand the pain that i went through well this is my story iam not trying to discourage you sis but iam just giving u my point of view be friends and if u really love him then you wont feel unhappy if he goes out with another girl you will be happy as long as he is happy right when u love u should love and not wait for anything in return i loved the poem |
| lovely_lady | Monday, April 09, 2001 - 09:50 pm
that's exactly wat i'm afraid of,losing him for good |
