having a successful suicide is my hero or heroine. Its such a rush of adreneline. The idea to end it all by your hands, with such conviction and mental instability is remarkable to its level, not to mention the gustov of actually doing it-- and going through it. If it was not a sin, i would have done it just for the fun of it. I am so impatient to exit this world. 
[/quote]Have you ever watched The Hours? My favourite scene is when she fills her pockets with rocks and wades into the river, its beautiful
I read her suicide note all the time, and Ariel by Plath, I'm obsessed
[/quote]CClady@Loool
Why am I NOt surprised u came running to respond?
Yes, i saw the scene of Virginia Woolfe drawning herself. Her style of suicide is so gentle, almost exotic and exquisite. U know the mode or choice one chooses to kill themselves--says so much about them. For instance Virginia choice of death, the stones in her pocket, and walking to the deep water and drawnin-- tells a story of a gentle woman who is meek, feeble character-- a gentle soft spoken woman as harmless a meek creep mouse. The time she took to pick up stones, and the creativity to hasten her drawning with stones shows her craftiness upto the end. lol There was a train station close to her home, she didnt throw herself on the train tracks, instead she chose the water. She wrote a letter to her very fantastic loyal husband and went to drawn. The braveness of this act is almost as delicious as her writing.
Hi Kaaaaa---
especially this part