i had strong feeling of disconcert about some people i dont know or first time i see/met them. it's like a flash back like i know them in another life. i know it sounds crazy and some times we shouldnt expect to find a reason everything in life (my father said it to me).
so what do you think about previous lives and this is not our first existance. it's new experience and challenges and we dont remember our real whole existance . this is one of the stages we had to evolve and will continue.
once i asked my weirdo (seemed troubled cousin, religious fanatic. i am not sure if it's polite to call some one names. it's our need to give title) , why you think God chose ; ibrahim as prophet, Issa, mohammed AS all and not me or you?
as troubled he seems he said something stuck in my mind through my adolescent. he said; they were the ones whom obey it first, answer the God's question when we all where asked " Arent I your God?
وَإِذْ أَخَذَ رَبُّكَ مِنْ بَنِي آدَمَ مِنْ ظُهُورِهِمْ ذُرِّيَّتَهُمْ وَأَشْهَدَهُمْ عَلَىٰ أَنْفُسِهِمْ أَلَسْتُ بِرَبِّكُمْ قَالُوا بَلَىٰ شَهِدْنَا أَنْ تَقُولُوا يَوْمَ الْقِيَامَةِ إِنَّا كُنَّا عَنْ هَٰذَا غَافِلِينَ
When thy Lord drew forth from the Children of Adam - from their loins - their descendants, and made them testify concerning themselves, (saying): "Am I not your Lord (who cherishes and sustains you)?"- They said: "Yea! We do testify!" (This), lest ye should say on the Day of Judgment: "Of this we were never mindful" al e3raaf, 172.
Well, then i read more about that and yeah i found more explainations of what he said. and some bullcrap!!
ibn 3abas said explaining that Aayah " when God created Adam, took all his off spring that he will ever have until end of this word , put front of him and talk to them and witness them "arent I your Lord".
So some how some way we were mindful, understood and had some intellegence to understand and answer , old age question, to God.
Let me back to my thoughts, have you ever wondered what we were that stage? some of us were villain, past criminals, maybe reformed or trying so hard to redo it and use their past experience to better themselves no matter what!
since prophets and messengers were the good ones who without hassitations beat us to be first responders. have you wondered what was your rank or spot responding God's question? maybe we are in the middle or end of the list!!
just a thoughts i just wanted to get it out and put on to rethink about it. knowing what i know now which is not much better than when i was a teen.
damn you Copy&Paste. i think we were neghbours in our past life.
take care girl.

