Nabeela/other moderators

[Insigne]

I know nobody apart from you is going to see this. Otherwise I wouldn't write it. So don't think I'm playing games or pandering.

I am aware you do not want me to post on this website. I don't blame you.

When I used to post here, walahi I was 13/14. If you don't believe me I'll post a scan of my passport. If you hold cuqdad towards me because of what I said as a jahiil, a child, and a product of dar al-Kufr, then you are wrong. In hindsight, I do not even consider myself in those days to have been Muslim, and if making retroactive takfeer of myself surprises you then understand it is only out of shame and (newfound) love for Allah.

I am sorry anyway, because that is not a valid excuse. So qofkastoo oo gardaray, walahi I am sorry, and Allah knows my sincerity.

I am not in the business of pleading, if you do not want me to post here I won't.

In all honesty there were 1-2 people I wanted to re-establish contact with. I am not even interested in posting regularly. If I cannot post, I ask that you do it on my behalf, and in return may Allah reward you.