Me personally when I read science books I feel calmness and serenity entering my heart. Power is knowledge, I feel great power when I read the physics laws of the universe.
However when I read religious books ie Quran I feel scared, anxious and angry. I feel like I want to go jihad.
Maybe theres something wrong with interprational skills.

these books that supposedly tell you, you will go to heaven is not for me I guess.