And I know this doesn't excuse my behavior today!
So I had to run errands and I was at a red light waiting for the arrow, this car was Infront of me, he was taking long because the arrow became green, the car Infront of me didn't move for 5 minutes, I honked and he left, guess what, he was waiting for a Native American guy to give him money, the guy was on the side of road but I didn't see him. The car left and the Native American guy was just standing there. Wallahi I didn't realize what he was trying to do. After I turned, I saw the Native American guy standing there, my heart broke and I wanted to turn around and give him money but it was too late. He was on the other side of the street now.
My heart sunk and I felt bad, I still feel bad.
God why did I honk? Why couldn't I be more patient. But the arrow was turning yellow. Other cars were behind me. I thought the car Infront of me was on the phone, chatting away!

