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As soon as I hit send, I had a two part epiphany;
- Even though yes I did find something of that magnitude (not confirmed), it was so childish and even petty for me to even open a topic alluding to it. Sometimes we think something is a good idea and hindsight you look back and you realize that was a LAX moment. That was a LAX moment for me. BA'AAAA.
- The other epiphany I had is, I don't know AW. I never met guy. I have no idea if I ever will. He has absolutely zero effect on any of my equities and I have none on his.
YET, I actually cared at that moment whether he had read all of my inanities that morning. Now what the guy thinks of my person or even opinions as a material consequence is irrelevant to this. He could think my opinions are worth dog feces and I would stll have cared if he had read my inanities.
This is why; so AW is someone I have interacted with over a long period of time on here and we never liked each other. He is HG/Sacad. I Marehan. His views about Caydiid and mine about USC are well expressed to each other with no mincing words.
Yet I am different from what I started as a kid and I am HAPPY that I am different. I was so closeminded, so insuler, so partisan, so blind beyond my shadow, so rigis, ideological, I mean my entire form had a LOCK on it when it came to evem RECOGNIZING other people had a different perspective to me let alone had legitimate reasons for having it.
Now AW may perhaps have watched the change in me (at least I would like to think he has) and I have also watched a similar change in him---so maybe because of that this guy and I have had a thawing of ice for some time. We actually became.....nice to each other even.
To bring it together, I would like to say that I feel ashamed to have written those inanities. I could care less about the value of them. Someone can laugh at me and say my words literally mean less than shit to them----and I would still apologize for them for even having uttered them.
I honestly apologize to any Hawiye brother or sistern who came across them and I apologize to Hawiye as a general matter for the stupid ,callous, dumb words I wrote.
Wassalam.
