I just find myself fascinated by her.(or her female suiciders) I mean- i will expect this on men-- they have always been brutes. I can expect anything on men to do-- i will never be surprised. But women?? I am kinda very sympathetic to them--simply because they are women.Not that i am confessing i am a feminist but i just think --women should never do such a thing. It gives me ideas--- should i be a suicider myself?? Imagine that...i can just picture wearing my horse riding brown pants, my white blous--my horse riding black knee leathers boots, my sweet boyiish riding hat, hair cutely rolled together, fav red lipstick lightly touched.-- i am trrying to mentally prepare myself here ok.... LOOOL
I show up at a bunch of yuhuds eating croisants-- & koshars foods-- & whisper a little of dua & then --- i scream....
"USKUT YA YUHUD- NACALA SHEYDAANKA IDIIN KU TALA --TAQBIIR'
*BLOW*
Naah-- never-- i dont have the balls.
