December 30, 2008:
While driving I radio surfed to a talk show. The caller was a 30ish black man who was describing the despair in certain black communities. According to him, life is cheap there because you are going to die anyway when you get old. It is the quality of life that is important, he said. If you know the past 40 years were crappy, why live another 30 crappy years then die? His point was they engage in dangerous behavior which tends to shorten the lifespans, to die now and avoid the next 30 crappy years, using my example. The host got sarcastic and ended the call instead of trying understanding his point. Agreement wasn't necesary. I put music back on. But it was an interesting, and useful point for me to hear
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Weed would be fun to try again. I don't know who has any. Life is over, who cares?
I was reading several posts on different forums and it seems many teenage girls have sex frequently. One 16 year old does it usually three times a day with her boyfriend. So, err, after a month of that, this little hoe has had more sex than ME in my LIFE, and I am 48. One more reason. Thanks for nada, b*****s! Bye.
Wow!!
I just looked out my front window and saw a beautiful college-age girl leave Bob F's house, across the street. I guess he got a good lay today. College girls are h***... He is about 45 years old. She was a long haired, hot little hottie... Some were simply meant to walk a lonely path in life. I don't usually look out, but just happened to notice.
Long enough to kill women...uh women are just evil.....maymayda waxay yirahdan, shito is shito..you mind as well give it...got my drift gedogirl... 
Dim the lights to kulaha, you think going to gym is fun. 
