Heart-broken
I was just told our neighbour in Burco died. Her 3 yr old daughter and younger kids played with my little one everyday. I filled up water in their container a few times, and my little one played with their goats. She was genuinely kind, soft-spoken and reserved, and she had iimaan, so content with all that Allah gave her. She was heavily pregnant when she was killed in a car accident, and she bled out heavily, having had a cesarean for her previous birth of twin boys. Ilaahay ha u naxariisto oo jannatal firdows ha ka waraabiyo, Aamiin.
How am I better than her

? She's dead and I'm alive, and I probably don't have the iimaan she did. SubxanaAllah, Qadar Allah. Innaa lillahi Wa inna ilayhi raajicuun.