For the past coupla weeks I've started going to Quran class's ever day after uni were I'm learning the arabic aliif baa thaa as well as how to read the Quran. To some of you it might be easy and thing but for me it's not but I am trying and I've contemplated quiting a few times the worst thing is the shame like my Quran teacher is a kid who's a whole year younger then me. It makes you wonder where have you been spending your whole life doing what?
Anyway after Quran class I head home as I'm walking thru my area the mandem come up to you and its like ' wara so baax we going to that choong madoow girls yard ' or the stupid girls bellin you as you walk home and when you pick up its like 'faarax where are'<---a stupid trick they try to pull because obviously I can tell they see me walking home but they just want to see if I'm gonna lie. So I tell them straight up 'im walking home why?' then like always its 'why don't you come over ra ra ra'. You see what has me down is this whole life style we've got going on in London its so hard to be good Islamically, and I cant help wondering 'would i have lead this kinda life style if I lived in a Muslim country?
Hit me up with your duaa's cause I really need it.
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blud