I am telling u, this MTV show, its a social experiment extravacanza!!! My subject this week is the blonde, marmom who has not discovered his gayness. HE goes on for a date with a 19 yr model, she is hot, and he is totally fronting. Totally fake. He is so lost. I mean he said-- his fear was for her to cross the line. Meaning what? Meaning, he hopes she does not, you know-- go slutty on him or wild. Now --what kinda of a hot blooded str8 man fears that? He is 24 and claims he is a virgin. And i believe him--- SHOCKER-- very hard thing to believe on gaalo, ma ha? (definitely a virgin to a woman, but a man?Who knows?Secret knows? lol)

Anyway, i feel so bad for this kid. He tries soooooo hard to try to be heterosexual. Ok granted, he is a marmon. He lives in a different world. But please! Give me a break! This is the dude who was so mesmerized by his gay roomie with a large condom size. How disgusting huh?
Anyway, i can't tell u how much i am enjoying this kids suffering, his self exploration, his struggles, and finally i hope his discovery to gayness.And the best part of it is, this kid is the smartest, brilliant kid next to the black girl. The big bosoomed black girl with a bad wig, is shockingly intellectual and intelligent. She is amazing in my estimation.I rearely recognize adoons since i look down on them, with a valid reason as u all have done the same. But this one reminds me of a lil Oprah. Ugly and very smart. (AND UGLY I GUESS?) Anyway, lets get back to the blonde gay marmon, lol i like watching and observing. Its like observing a rat in a lab, being pocked, slaughtered or ears cut. Its that intense of an enjoyment.
