"Basra your character has always stricken me as someone who has Thick-skin. Someone who can withstand the obstacles of life. Someone who's strong , robust, Dynamic, vibrant, and whos full of life. (and yes, a bit weird)
How then can you succumb to a wishful death"
Ok first all, i would like to urge and plead to Oxy, not to view me as a becon of light at the end of her dark depression tunnel. I would equally like to urge Oxy to consider that i am human like every other person.I have sad days, i have pseudo sad days, i have joyful days,i have pseudo joyful days or make believe joyful days, and i have awful day like today. 
The reason i had a terrible, terrible, terrible awful day today is because .......
......because...... .....This is painful. Anyway.....the reason i got mad is .....today i fell inlove with a pair of wonderful huge brown eyes. His name is Brent. The most manly rugged face, with a contrasting gentle small red lips, i didnt notice his nose yes, i was busy being locked in those huge sparkling brown eyes. Yes, Basra is igregiously ,,,,.....in love again. Can i get a chorus of akhaas and tuuuuf please??? Have mercy. I am mad!! I refuse to go through this feelings....... i mean.....why cant i remove this part of my humanity? I have successesfully eliminated the rest of the humanly part in me, why....why w.....why.....cant i acomplish this?? Anywayszzzzzz.....
I remember the exact moment i fell in love today. It was exactly 8.23 am in the morning. He came to my desk, looked down on me and spoke klingon language-- all i could hear is his brown eyes lock into me and scuk my blood. I screamed, leave me alone, leave me alone but he wont let me go.Baaaal yaaa umma muslim--- ilaa taaliyaa-- -should i call in sick tomorrow? I cant deal with it. My intense stare and slow motion moment of falling inlove was so obvious, so recorded, so retarded, so acknowledged by his smile, and the smiles of my other co-workers who sat there in utter shock and evil amusement. I was left with uttering murmerings that could be translated into ancient hebrew.No i am calling in sick tomorrow. I know-- he will have a big head and find an excuse to come to my desk. I must act quick, i must call in sick for the rest of the week, and surpress the love while it is fresh.I have to act quick before this love turns into one of those yuckkky ......... 'i am in love with u too'.
Alaaa Aduuun, what did i do to deserve this suffering?
That's so cute, Basra is in LOVE!!!