Pray?!?
But ive been praying constantly... soo hard but i still feel the same. I need a cure because i honestly dont think i can living in this kind of state. Alhamdulilah no body has realised that ive been depressed.... Ive been to the doctors and he says i need counselling... But why would i tell a stranger how i feel? Why would the person care... If i was to go counselling, i would sit there knowing that this man or woman is just waitingfor the money to clear in there bank.
I try and do everything whole heartedly and i feel as if everything that ive worked for is worthless... pointless... Therefore im pointless.
i pray and pray... Once my dad saw me praying and i was crying at the same time and he grabbed me and held me and gave me the biggest hug ever.. tellin me he loves me... But i still feel like shit looooool...
You must be thinking that im talkin shit... But... I dunno. Im just a lost child.
Dont mind me

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