running a mile into the heart of the night

Otali · Post by **Otali** » Sat Jul 23, 2005 10:41 pm

I just ran a mile today.
non-stop into fields, past people in cars, haze of lights
just running through them as open spaces,
through the open night so dark,
past trees,
the recess of years, a growth
gone and away,
a feeling almost like rebirth into the sweeeet night and the high that comes from your muscles letting go.
..a mile freedom and everything is okay, just wind in my back and everything in my eye running with myself outside, because my heart is so alive, nothing is better than that, just being free for a minute, and a feeling that everything is going to be okay

Otali

LionHeart-112 · Post by **LionHeart-112** » Sat Jul 23, 2005 10:46 pm

Not quite the Pulitzer material....Try again. Ya need to fall in love to feel something! Then put those feelings into work.

michael_ital · Post by **michael_ital** » Sat Jul 23, 2005 10:47 pm

That was good bro, I liked that. Gave me the feeling I used to get when I had my motorcycle.

optimist_1 · Post by **optimist_1** » Sat Jul 23, 2005 10:51 pm

ninkaan pulitzer ceydiid waaye Laughing

Otali · Post by **Otali** » Sat Jul 23, 2005 11:22 pm

And even if you could understand that beyond every word spoken there was this chasm magnitude. that to possess you for the reaming of life I was willing to forsake and to do anything, just to be with you was a bliss in itself, an inconceivable love, yet only to feel your warm body one last time against mine again. And I was speechless the first time I saw you, the words mingled, I couldnÃ¢Â€Â™t help myself to remember them, now I canÃ¢Â€Â™t forget them, because everything I saw in your face I couldnÃ¢Â€Â™t t move, you knew that I loved you and couldnÃ¢Â€Â™t help myself inside to forget you, and why these days its comes back that for love, so much suffering which will not die for the rest of my life and never know you, and will be with me again, one day it will be gone, and even if you understand before this beyond those words there was this magnitude, unspoken, it will be all gone with the abyss of time. You and I remain, now a chasm divides us, so close but so far from each other, so deep as the night as the pain in the words that are unsaid, that now to possess you, now and forever, with everything, is meaningless!

Otali · Post by **Otali** » Sat Jul 23, 2005 11:41 pm

what do you know about what love feels like asshole, what just being around a girl and you notice looking into her face makes you happy for the first time in your life, that for all the hell you went through that girl takes it all away for some unknown reason, and you see yourself wanting to be around her more and more, one day as she telling you some story about a stupid professor she had and a mark she got in a sociology course all excited,you look at the particular time at the way she moves her eyes and that smile of her, and all of the sudden, she stops looking at you, and both of you become speechless, you really see that she realizes it too, and all that is really left would have been taking her in your hands and running away with her, but you don't do that and get up and say " salam alikuym" see you tomorrow, you transfer and see her only here and there BECAUSE she is now married, that is fuuckin love asshole!

LionHeart-112 · Post by **LionHeart-112** » Sun Jul 24, 2005 7:49 am

loooooool....^^some one should really tell you when to put down the booze. Laughing