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I fucked up really bad today!

Posted: Wed Oct 03, 2012 1:59 pm
by Vengeance
Hi everybody. I know I am new here and I should get to know people first but let me just vent first OK because I am tired to quitely screaming at the top of my lungs and nobody hearing me. I desperately need to let off my steam. I was send to clinical practicum today. Although I knew everything I was asked to do my nerves got the best of me and I looked incredibly stupid infront of the patient to the point where my preceptor had to step in and take what I was doing out of my hands. The worst thing is I actually practise what I was doing. When it came down to get my heart was racing a million miles my adrenaline short to the roof, I was sweating and my hands were quivering. Fuck.

Re: I fucked up really bad today!

Posted: Wed Oct 03, 2012 4:35 pm
by SelfD
Miskeen
There's nowhere to go but :up:

Don't worry..in a few yrs when u bc an experienced nurse/ doctor..ull look back and laugh at this memory

Re: I fucked up really bad today!

Posted: Wed Oct 03, 2012 4:40 pm
by Barwaaqoiyobashbash
Dib maleh,iska ilow walaal. :up: :D

Re: I fucked up really bad today!

Posted: Wed Oct 03, 2012 8:25 pm
by ElfRuler
Vengeance wrote:Hi everybody. I know I am new here and I should get to know people first but let me just vent first OK because I am tired to quitely screaming at the top of my lungs and nobody hearing me. I desperately need to let off my steam. I was send to clinical practicum today. Although I knew everything I was asked to do my nerves got the best of me and I looked incredibly stupid infront of the patient to the point where my preceptor had to step in and take what I was doing out of my hands. The worst thing is I actually practise what I was doing. When it came down to get my heart was racing a million miles my adrenaline short to the roof, I was sweating and my hands were quivering. Fuck.

I get more nervous when I'm being judged or if I know someone is just standing there to count my faults. I hate failure, but these days I really don't care anymore. Try being comfortable with your preceptor.

May Allah make it easy for you!

Re: I fucked up really bad today!

Posted: Wed Oct 03, 2012 8:30 pm
by Areesa
Welcome back hips :up: