So now We know Somalia has no external friends or advocates, but what I find even sadder and more pathetic is their own natives are more wrapped up in what happens in other parts of the world than Somalia. I tried to find the reason for this and it finally hit Me. Somali hatred, envy, bitterness against each other on a tribal basis has eroded the necessary self identity needed to have self pride as a Somali. When You hate Your fellow Somali natives, yet are all "Akhi, akhi, Habibi" with Arabs or what not, I can understand why they will be immersed in other Countries plights even though Your Countries plight is 1 million times worse. Somalia's Capital Has been the home of warlords, major human rights violations by AS, Ethiopia, Uganda, etc. Yet I'm supposed to not care about that, and be up in arms over Gaza? Why shouldn't I be concerned about the ileagal fishing off Bari's coast, or the warlords in the South? On My end, Yes I do engage in tribal talk and useless maala yacni stuff from time to time. Honestly I'm trolling, and I'd like to think that I do see the big picture and never would I care more about whats happening in Gaza or anywhere else than whats happening in Mogadishu, Gaarisa, Burco, Kismayo, Bari, no way no how. There is absolutely nothing anyone here or anywhere can ever say to Me that would make Me forget and lose perspective about who I am to the rest of the world. At the end of the day I do realize that to the rest of the world I'm not Marehan, Darood, whatever but I am a destitute Somali. The actions of the Pirate I have to own it. The actions of the blood thristy warlord I have to own it. Te action of the simpleton terrorist I have to own it. The action of the corrupt, inept 'Gov' official I have to own it. I'm a prideful person, and I want respect. Even though I was not born in Somalia, I do not want the name 'Somali' to be something that the people of the world find repulsive.
I've realized the situation in Somalia is truly hopeless when they have no external friends, however even more disturbing while their citizens, natives, disaspora are supposed to realize this and compensate by being more passionate about helping We have the case of the exact opposite Where We range from apathetic to down right hostile to Somalia doing well because of tribe or other reasons. Again while I occassionally shoot the crap on these matters I do feel I"m able to compartmentalize and seperate joke from reality and see the big picture. Others though may not have that ability and will take tribal cuqdad to the level where even the notion of a Somali idenity becomes a odd notion for them. So I will no longer joke about something that may be very serious for somebody else and screw up their mentality. I will also turn over a new leaf and no longer engage in primitive divisive talk but rather promote good ideas, and solidarity. My eyes have definitely opened
