Co-Workers!
Posted: Fri Jun 20, 2014 10:55 am
U know-- in real life, I am the sweetest souls u can meet. Silent, watchful with deep, penetrating intelligent eyes. I speak less, avoid people, and enjoy living my Regency world of books under a sycamore tree. It is very rare that I usually get into emotional outburst or confrontations. But there are those few co-workers who will just dig and dig and dig-- until they get me finally.
The funny thing is--when they 'get me', they r not ready, or they don't really like the 'me' they see. I don't yell, or make noise-- I simply say a sentence, just a short sentence about them-- and I walk away leaving them repeating a loud:
"that was mean" "that was really mean" again, again, and again.
Really? U asked for it --right?
The only down side of this episodes is--they reveal the devil or monster inside me that I try hard to hide. I hate that.
The upside of this is-- I get deep satisfaction of pain in their face and tone of voice. I, particularly like when they look up and gaze into my eyes deeply as if I blurted out their deepest secret, in which I normally intend when I come after you. LOOOL
I would like to think I am charming, to everyone. Why cant people be pleased or satisfied with that? If I get slightly irritated, I decapitate a person with saying something deep about them that the person let alone the world is not ready to hear it.
The funny thing is--when they 'get me', they r not ready, or they don't really like the 'me' they see. I don't yell, or make noise-- I simply say a sentence, just a short sentence about them-- and I walk away leaving them repeating a loud:
"that was mean" "that was really mean" again, again, and again.
Really? U asked for it --right?
The only down side of this episodes is--they reveal the devil or monster inside me that I try hard to hide. I hate that.
I would like to think I am charming, to everyone. Why cant people be pleased or satisfied with that? If I get slightly irritated, I decapitate a person with saying something deep about them that the person let alone the world is not ready to hear it.