I was raped when i was 15 years old. I am now 17.
A result of this was huge sexual inhibitance, i have only just started coming out of my shell and loosening up a bit and have started to give handjobs again.
I have a very patient boyfriend who doesn't push, but lets me know that he wants head. I want to cater to this for him but i can't bring myself to do it. I have mixed feelings i hate penis, i am afraid of it (because of how it can be used) and i am disgusted by it but it's not HIS penis i feel like this about its the idea of it i think and i know he was not the person who did this to me but i cant seem to work through my psychological damage. I cannot afford therapy. i considered hypnotism but i can't afford that either do you think i should just force myself to do it and maybe itll be easier after that? i don't know what to do.
He recently told me that "normal" penetration is just not enough for him and he is unfulfilled i want to help him but how can i when i cant help myself? i don't want to do Anal because pain/discomfort is not something that i like to incorporate into sex due to my experiences. What do i do?
Rape.
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Re: Rape.
Robinnnnnnnn...whats happening?
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Re: Rape.
WALAHI MANS BORED... IM TRACKIN DOWN.. OLD TOPIC.. DAT ARE DODGY...
ILHAAN.... UR DA WORST 1 DOE...
MAN FOUND A TOPIC WERE UR TALKIN BOUT ******
SOON CUM DOE...
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Re: Rape.
loool@government name...
ME?,,,,NAH NEVER!
ME?,,,,NAH NEVER!
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Re: Rape.
nayaa dipzy maxay ka hadashay sexc
naa baal na toos
naa baal na toos
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Re: Rape.
[quote="Eigth"]I was raped when i was 15 years old. I am now 17.
A result of this was huge sexual inhibitance, i have only just started coming out of my shell and loosening up a bit and have started to give handjobs again.
I have a very patient boyfriend who doesn't push, but lets me know that he wants head. I want to cater to this for him but i can't bring myself to do it. I have mixed feelings i hate penis, i am afraid of it (because of how it can be used) and i am disgusted by it but it's not HIS penis i feel like this about its the idea of it i think and i know he was not the person who did this to me but i cant seem to work through my psychological damage. I cannot afford therapy. i considered hypnotism but i can't afford that either do you think i should just force myself to do it and maybe itll be easier after that? i don't know what to do.
He recently told me that "normal" penetration is just not enough for him and he is unfulfilled i want to help him but how can i when i cant help myself? i don't want to do Anal because pain/discomfort is not something that i like to incorporate into sex due to my experiences. What do i do?[/quote]
A result of this was huge sexual inhibitance, i have only just started coming out of my shell and loosening up a bit and have started to give handjobs again.
I have a very patient boyfriend who doesn't push, but lets me know that he wants head. I want to cater to this for him but i can't bring myself to do it. I have mixed feelings i hate penis, i am afraid of it (because of how it can be used) and i am disgusted by it but it's not HIS penis i feel like this about its the idea of it i think and i know he was not the person who did this to me but i cant seem to work through my psychological damage. I cannot afford therapy. i considered hypnotism but i can't afford that either do you think i should just force myself to do it and maybe itll be easier after that? i don't know what to do.
He recently told me that "normal" penetration is just not enough for him and he is unfulfilled i want to help him but how can i when i cant help myself? i don't want to do Anal because pain/discomfort is not something that i like to incorporate into sex due to my experiences. What do i do?[/quote]
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Re: Rape.
WAHDAFU*K
* loosening up a bit and have started to give handjobs again.*
* loosening up a bit and have started to give handjobs again.*
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