


when i read you were going to do something "big", i thought you were finally going to come out properly.
after you asked me to participate more in the forum, via "private messaging", i once asked you in return to stop spending so much of your time on this forum, and you responded:
"I'm great man. I post alot cus i have a lot to say, unfortunately for the world



and i'm going to ask you again-- stop. this is a great place to come and talk to people but it is virtual. it will only add to your already-suffering mental state if you are here day in and day out, doing nothing but posting stupid and unmeaningful things.
find friends offline. find things to do offline, instead of becoming a fuc'king fag by pretending to be a 21 year old in the eyes of a 40 year old man-- and thus hearing all the horrible things a 40 year old man would say to a 21 year old horny, godless girl.
akhas caleek-- i don't even want to know how many times you have had cyber sex with galol

anyway, during that time, you aslo wrote:
"Tell me more about yourself. U are so elusive. U just told people u are gay and post an article every now and then....how much of what you say is true?"
let me tell you about myself: i have a life. if i come here now and then, i come here to see what people have posted that is meaningful. and what fun things people have posted that are trivial. (yeah, think of my faggy fashion posts


so, go. log off right now. go to starbucks. meet a cool friend. go to the library, read something important. go to a fuc'king school. get off the meds

it is also very, very sad that a young man of your age in the civilized world in the 21st century is worried about what personality in countries oceans away is giving up on islam. who the fuc'k cares, man? live your life. YOU stay with islam. you stop lying. you stop freakin' stopping to live.
ok, walaalo, my sermon is over.
afdhere
p.s. (this is also to the many lionxaars in this place.)